Hartz Chicken Buffet

Semalam mira dengan satu family bergumbira dekat Berjaya Times Square tapi bukannye nak enjoy die punyer roller coaster ke ape, cume untuk satu bende je, MAKAN.. Semua ada, kecuali Jiji dengan Saffuan. Jiji tak boleh nak balik dari Muadzam sebab die banyak keje nak buat, Saffuan tak join sebab die penat buat keje, nak relaks. Hmm

Mira pilih Hartz Chicken Buffet, mule-mule ingat nak pergi Sunway Pyramid, tapi bile Karen (my colleague) said, Times Square pun ade, so its better for me to go there. Lagi dekat dengan rumah. Sebenarnyer nak pilih makan kat mane sikit punyer susah, sebab kene make sure, Shahiran boleh makan. Adik aku yang sorang ni susah gile nak makan, bukannyer die tak kuat makan. He is too simple when we talk about food. He cannot eats anything that has been modified, macam sate ke ape ke, tu sume die tak leh makan. Kalau kat rumah, dari die pandai makan sampai sekarang ni, mesti ade antara ayam goreng, sayur bayam, tu pun bayam colour merah bukan hijau, lepas tu ikan keli goring, ikan sardine, ikan sardine goring dengan telur goring. Tu jer die boleh masuk. Nasi pulak kene nasik putih, takleh nasik kaler-kaler. Kalau pi kenduri, orang lain amik nasik minyak ke ape, die tak, mesti kene amik nasik putih. Sebab tu kene carik restoren yang die boleh telan n makes him happy. So, mira pun pilih Hartz Chicken Buffet.

So, sampai kat sane, punyer laa pusing-pusing nak carik mane kedai ni, dah la semua orang first time masuk Times Square. Sampai kene pecah due group carik mane kedai ni, last last senang tanye je kaunter pertanyaan. So sampai je, tau tak, orang lain semua amik yang best-best, Shahiran je amik nasik putih dengan ayam goreng. Hai budak ni.. takpe janji mira happy die kenyang.

Tengah sibuk-sibik layan adik-adik, tak sedar pulak telefon dok bunyi-bunyi. Ade 9 kali missed calls..hehe dari sape lagi, dari Dearie. Kene marah jap. Sorry tak perasan. Sampai je tengok die muke masam, hehe, ampun bang!! Tak sengaja.. nasib baik makan still boleh jalan lagi. So kiterang semua makan sampai 2 jam kat situ. Sampai dah tak boleh nak masuk ape lagi, baru keluar. Haa lagi satu, Shahiran, orang lain amik air best-best, die mintak air suam. Heheh This boy, senang nanti bini die esok..

Lepas habis je makan kat situ, kiterang pi singgah jap tengok Malaysian idol kat situ, Sempat la tengok show yang best best, from Dina , Jac n Vick. Tapi lagu derang amik same je dalam konsert. Tak lame pun, mama dah ajak balik sebab hari nak dekat hujan. Tapi mira tak ikut laa, sebab Dearie tahan.. suruh ikut die balik.. hehe..

Kiterang lepas tu pi Low yat, beli laa memory stick untuk kamera, beli cdr, beli cd holder, beli pen drive untuk baba dengan beli educational software untuk Ika. Nampak macam kejap je kan, tapi kan lame gile, almaklum Dearie punyer favorite place, so terpakselah singgah kat setiap kedai.. Itulaa kalau berlakikan orang yang suke computer :D..

Balik-balik, tengok-tengok Ani ade kat rumah, patut pun baru pukul 8 mama dah telefon suruh balik n tanye kenape balik lambat. Dah lame dah mama tak bagi warning call macam tu. Rupe-rupenye ani datang dengan mak n ayah die dengan Andak. Borak lame jugak dengan Ani tapi lebih banyak cakap pasal kerje. Lepas je Ani balik, terus tertidur, dengan lampu terbukak sampai laa ke pagi. Nasib baik Mama tak perasan, kalau tak best tu dengar story telling. Hehe

Anyway, rase seronok laa kirenyer, sebab nyer, walaupun gaji tak banyak, tapi rase best laa, at least satu family boleh rase duit gaji mira yang tak seberape ni, even I can give monthly pay to my parents walaupun tak seberape. Itu yang mira nak, sikit duit tapi boleh berjase pada keuarga kite. As advertisement, kalau nak belanje family, pergi la kat Chicken hartz Buffet, sebab berbaloiiiii sangat especially kalau ade adik beradik kite lebih kurang same dengan Shahiran. Seronok tau tengok derang kenyang dengan duit yang kite belanje..heheh

Being a lecturer

Forgive me if I love to talk about my current job, job is my new world and every day it will give me a different perspective in interpreting my daily life. Again, being a lecturer at early age definitely is not easy especially when you have to hide your identity especially your AGE. FYI, I have full time and part time students and half of them are older than me. For the full time student, other colleagues have reminded me not to mention my age. By the way, I also not interested in sharing my personal life with my students unless if it will give them some motivation. But some of the students are curious about my age and they kept asking other staffs, and of course they got the answer.

I do not know how to react, actually I did not mind at all, but what makes me pissed off is because some of them are pathetic!! May be they could not accept the fact younger people as their lecturer. Hello!! Most of my part time students are older than me and they can easily accept and respect me, even some of them offered a position at their workplace. I wanted to say to this people, aku lagi pandai pade ko,nak buat macam mane.. but that is too rude right??

So, how do I overcome that matters? Honestly at first, my part time students also they did not show their confidence in me, but what I have done? I do more and more reading to master their subjects, and make sure my knowledge is beyond their knowledge. And alhamdulillah, it works.. but as I told my students in Public Relations class this morning, "No matter how good we are, they shall be one person who do not satisfy with you, because nobody perfect" and I do accept the fact. So mira, tak boleh laa nak marah-marah :)

The path in achieving my ambition..

I was attracted to this phrase stating that ambition is healthy, wealthy and wise. And it proves the statement is approved. Ambition is the winner and loser of every game, it is our sixth senses that set the alarm at 6 am in the morning, 9 am being in the office and 5 pm rushing to go home.

I started my childhood year out talking about wanting to be a doctor and at one time, to be a petrol attendant because I love the smell of petrol. Yerp, I know it is bad for health. :). My early ambition was more influenced by the surrounding. But when I grew older and older, I was more determined to be a doctor, and after reaching high school era, it becomes more specialized. Orthodontic was my preference especially last time when I had to wear braces and I had the opportunity to see more interesting tools. It was because I always gave trouble to the doctor (besi patah, gusi bengkak, getah tercabut, etc)

My parents especially Baba have wanted me to get into doctor world because they say it would be worth enough to see their own children to give the treatment. But, we only plan, but Allah has better plan for us. Honestly, I was quite disappointed to see my Biology result during SPM, I got a C4 and it was good enough to say goodbye to the career as a doctor. Even before the result, I know I was not doing well especially through my performance in Jasin.

I have been a hard time to observe the best course before entering to any universities. One day, while we were busy preparing for our SPM, Baba had shown the UTP application and I was interested to apply. Then, after I went through several interviews, I was selected to be part of UTP students doing IT course although I was the second intake. And Alhamdulillah, I was chosen as one of Petronas scholar. Even though, at first I was not interested in IT, but later on, I do fall in love with it. Again, my ambition has changed. System Analyst going to the top on my list (I know Dearie will laugh at me)

But after I had graduated, only I noticed that System Analyst is concentrating to the experience people but I do not know how and why, education line is starting to switch my direction. I only applied for lecturer position. And here I am, being a lecturer at 22 years old and thanks to this college for giving me the platform for me to move on. Although, sometimes I am having a tough time here, but I believe in no pain no gain. But the truth is that I do not think I will never be truly satisfied in my life. And that is how it should be, for I always want to be on the lookout for something better.

Nisfu Syaaban

This article is taken from Zam's Blog. Thanks to Zam. Hope we get benefit from it. Teringat masa dekat Jasin, lepas ceramah, taklim, usrah, mesti ade cakap "Sampaikan kepada mereka-mereka yang tidak hadir dalam majlis ini". Jadi sebar-sebarkanlah mengenai berita baik ini untuk semua umat berugama Islam di seluruh dunia.

Amalan Nisfu Sya'ban

Untuk makluman semua.... Hari Nisfu Sya'aban akan tiba pada hari Rabu malam Khamis ( sebaik saja masuk maghrib), 30hb September, 2004 (selepas magrib pada hari14 Sya'aban 1425H)

Oleh itu, marilah kita sama-sama mengambil saat keemasan ini untuk menutup catatan amal ibadah kita kpd Allah dengan baik dan sempurna dan seterusnya berazam untuk memperbaiki diri kita untuk catatan yang baru.

Berikut adalah antara amal ibadah di hari Nisfu Sya'aban:

1. Selepas solat maghrib (15 Sya'aban, jumaat malam)
Solat sunat nisfu sya'aban, 2 rakaat
Rakaat 1 : baca Al-Fatihah & surah Al-Qadar 1x
Rakaat 2 : baca Al-Fatihah & surah Al-Ikhlas 3x

2. Membaca Yasin
i) mohon dipanjangkan umur untuk beribadat kepada Allah
ii) mohon rezeki yang halal untuk beribadat kepada Allah
iii) mohon ditetapkan iman dan Islam & mati di dalam iman & pohonlah segala yang baik....

Kemudian baca Istighfar 11x & selawat 11x

Baca doa nisfu Sya'aban (ada didalam Yasin Majmuk)

3. Baca surah ikhlas 1000x

4. Berpuasa pada siangnya (Khamis)

Abul Khair Al Talaqaani r.a. mengira nama2 malam Nisfu Syaaban sebanyak 22.

Antaranya yg termasyhur adalah:

1. Malam Dimustajabkan Doa
2. Malam Pembahagian Takdir
3. Malam Rahmat
4. Malam Berkat
5. Malam Pengampunan (Taubat)
6. Malam Penebusan
7. Malam Syafaat
8. Malam Penulisan
9. Malam Keagungan dan Kemuliaan
10. Malam Rezeki
11. Malam Hari Raya Para Malaikat
12. Malam Penghidupan

Antara kelebihan bulan Sya'aban:

1. Sesiapa berpuasa sehari dalam bulan Sya'aban maka Allah haramkan tubuhnya dari api neraka dan dia akan menjadi teman kpd nabi Allah Yusof didalam syurga.

2. Riwayat dari Osman Bin Abi Al-As, Sabda Nabi Muhammad (saw) : pada malam nisfu sya'aban setelah berlalu 1/3 malamnya, Allah turun ke langit dunia lalu berfirman : adakah orang-orang yang meminta maka Aku perkenankan permintaannya, adakah orang yang meminta ampun maka aku ampunkannya, adakah orang yang bertaubat maka aku terima taubatnya dan diampunkan semua orang mukmin lelaki & perempuan , melainkan orang yang berzina atau orang yang berdendam marah hatinya kepada saudaranya.

Sebaik-baiknya minta ampun dengan ibubapa sebelum hari nisfu sya'aban kerana amalan kita akan terhalang dari diangkat ke langit sekiranya kita derhaka/berdosa dengan ibubapa kita.

Wallahua'alam.......

Hari Keluarga UTM 2004

See, once i can updae my blog, i will always keeps this blog alive and updated. Feeling drowsy right now but still has the strength to type and sharing my daily life. Woke up quite early this morning, around 4am, just realize that i still owe to Allah for my isyak prayer. Waited until subuh prayer and after that got back to sleep.

Woke up again at 10 am after hearing my sister, aina knocked on the door.. hehe sunday maa.. There were bz preparing to go to Wetland at Putrajaya for UTM Family Day. Yesterday, i already told my mum i was not interested to go but suddenly i changed my mind. So, since i already late, i quickly did as fast as i can. Note: Baba doesn't like to wait.

Around 11+ am, we arrived at Putrajaya. No problem to find Putrajaya but having a tough time to search for a parking. As we arrived, several of the families were on their way back.. hehe, actually it started at 7 am but Shahiran could not miss his cartoon.

We only had chance to watch the last Sukaneka which is Wrap the Mummy but we did not have the opportunity to join. Terlambat. Then, we were having our breakfast and i just ate karipap and kuih koci but kuih koci was already "expired". Hope it will not effect my stomach.

After eating, Aina wanted to try flying fox, so we went to the activity area. Quite a surprised my little sister Ika asked the permission from my parents to join but of course baba did not agree because she had to climb the stairs. Although i quite agree with baba - he said that this sport was not mean for Ika but i really wanted to see Ika challenge herself. i didnt know how, but Ika finally managed to wear the safety equipments before queueing up for flying fox. My heart pounding to watch ika climbed the stairs because it was too high. Baba, could not stop blabbing at me and could not watch Ika climbed the stairs. But as ika safely arrived the top, i know everything would be fine and i definitely sure it would be her unforgettable experience. Yerp, ika, turun dengan selambe and tersenyum, muke tak takut langsung compared to her brother Shahiran.Even the crowd also applaused for her.

Since it already 1pm so we decided to have a lunch before continuing the activities. Aina and i were excited to try paddle boat and kayak. But nasi beriyani "ruined" the day. heheh. Both of us were too full and we decided to take a break. Then, Mama said, we were going back so she asked me to return the tickets. Entah macam mane, tetibe teringin pulak nak try paddle boat and kayak. But since, mama had returned the ticket, so we had to wait for mama for the tickets back.

But, as we reached the paddle boat counter, a lady said that we had to wait for 15 minutes because they were no paddle boat. While waiting, there was a 12 years old boy, cari partner for kayak. So i voluntereed myself. this is the first time, i had to sit at the back, so i had to use more strength to row the kayak.

Almost 2 years i did nt touch kayak. the last time was, i joined the expedition to Pulau Pangkor about 60 km and that was the first time Dearie showed his worried. hehe. Too exhausted because the boy did not follow the instruction. when i asked him to go left, he would go right and vice versa, overall it was fun. I dont know how long i was in the kayak but it enough to change my skin color.. heheh. dapat gak lepas gian. Itupun i suruh budak tu stop sebab i dah penat sangat.

After kayak, Shahiran wanted to try flying fox. He was having a tough time to decide whether to try or not. i can judge his expression, takuttt and after everything was over, only he gave a big smile. i think the sign of relief. At least he managed to try and overcome his fear.

Well, since it nearly three and we had to visit Cik yah at her school, so kenelaa balik and we missed the paddle boat. Hmm.. in the car, only i realized my watch is not water proof.. waaaa i dont have any watch tomorrow. Ok, sampai sekolah cik yah, terus solat zohor. But, the happy faces turned to be stress faces from us. Shahiran mengamuk pulak nak balik rumah. Dah lame die tak mengamuk. He was really testing our patient but we just silent because we did not want to make thing worst. But when we finally arrived at home, of course we will perli-perli. haii what a dramatic ending..

Anyway, it was fun to be with our family although not all of us were there. Cant wait for next week program, but quite sad to hear that my Dearie cant join us for the next program.

Hadiah Istimewa

Ha ha.. at last dapat jugak update blog dari laptop ni.. susah betul... but i cant have the compose button.. so i need to use the html button... banyak betul nak cerite... hari tu 22 Sept 2004, again i wanted to talk about how i felt towards my current job. yaa i know, i have been blabbing about this over and over again, but i just cant stop to shut up my mouth. but when i was eager to jot down some notes, one of our senior staff came towards me and from just an usual chatting, it becomes more interesting because he was sharing his experienced especially the reason why he will resign by the end of this month.. After talking to him, i buzz-ed Nadimah, and surprisingly i was on the right timing because she replied my message. Chatted and chatted and i forced her to chat with me before my next class. Tak lame pun 10 minit je.. Anyway thanks Nad..

Semalam 24 September, lunch dengan shameen.. Bully her, to fetch me at my college.. (malas nak jalan kaki). At first, we wanted to go to McD, but her sister insisted to having the lunch at Octopus Sushi Bar and Grill. At first, Meen just mentioned, her sister "mengidam" sushi. So, Sushi King restaurant was what crossing my mind. Do take note, i dont eat sushi, but i think i do miss Shameen Hahaha.. So, i agreed to follow her for lunch and i planned to eat serbet or just green tea. But when i jumped into the car, baru lah tau, their destination was not Sushi King, its Ampang Point. Was so glad to see her sister, Shiza, dah besar dah, same besar dengan Jiji (my sister). See, how fast the time goes. Last time, i met her, she was still in standard 1 or 2 and now she is pursuing her law in uitm.

From the beginning, Shameen had suggested to choose nasi for my lunch, and of course without any further delay, i followed her suggestion. So, i ordered Nasi Otak Goreng and the smell just like satay. Nice.

Shameen pun ade pelawa suruh makan sushi, and i tried, and this is the sushi restaurant that i will bring my Dearie next time, sebab boleh telan. Nampak sotong, tapi tak terambik. Patutlaa ade sorang foreigner ni, rasenyer korean or japanese, punye laa puji habis kat waiter tu, sebab die kate sedap. So kawan2 sape yang tak boleh telan sushi mentah, datang laa restaurant ni.. Octopus Sushi Bar and Grill kat Ampang Point. Tapi sayang laa shameen, kite tak borak banyak, sebab mulut bz hehehe .. next time ok..

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25 September 2004

Hari ni rase tersentuh sentuh sentuh sangat.. I received the most meaningful present from him. Sape lagi.. dari Dearie laa.. Oh, for your information, my Dearie loves to take pictures.. Kalau boleh every snap die nak amik until i get used to it already.. Thanks Dearie. i tried to call u tapi tak dapat. Dearie buat Cd from the first day i met him until my convocation day and we watched with the whole family. Mama Baba semua happy tengok cd tu. Thanks dear. dah lame tak menitis airmate happy, thanks... It is too sentimental value and i really really appreciate that..

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Rumah i takde Astro so terpakse laa dengar Anugerah Era 2004 through radio. hehe rase macam zaman jepun. ok.. cya next time

Becoming a teacher plays an important part in a student success. As a teacher, it is of utmost importance that I tune my leadership skills and find the best style of teaching for the students.

hehehe i will continue cos wanna chat with my frens...
ok to be continued..

What's up

Dah lame tak update blog ni.. Bukan tak nak update, dah banyak attempt dah nak update, but my mum's laptop right now facing the biggest problem.. VIRUS.. i dont know laa wat type of virus but according to Abang Nol (my cousin) may be its cause by the Trojan.. Everytime when i try to type, the frame will invisible.. So macammane nak type?? Komputer office yang gune Windows 98 ni laa jadik penyelamat.. but tulisan kecik laa sebab dekat sini takde javascript..

Where should i start? let me see. My last post was on 9th i guess.. Hmm actually the next day, i wanted to wish Nur Iryani Bt Mohd Noor 22nd Birthday but i cant.. Hehe wat a bestest fren, i nearly forgotten that special date.. Marah Trojan not me :).. i wanted to but i couldnt, thats why i asked Dearie to update something, just to observe that only my pc is affected.. ye laa im still phobia about hacking thing.. bile i tak boleh je, i always make sure someone checking my status at different pc.. Anyway, Happy Belated Birthday to Iryani

OB night

My college was organizing the OB Night on that date.. Macam prom night laaa.. But defintely it was quite boring.. Thats the truth, sorry aa students.. But the best part was when a few of my students surprised to see me - covered version (tutup aurat laa) - on that night. Their perception is different, derang ingat orang pakai tudung tak tau pasal music industry, cool places on earth, etc.. HELOO!! sometimes we are more advance than them but the thing is, it is not appropriate for us to join them. At least, im here to change their perception HAHAHA..

Budget 2005

Budget 2005.. Waa all government servants should be happy with the announcement. They are going to get one and the half months bonus.. and our prime minister suggest that private sector should follow the trend. Kalau laa i berani, nak je i potong that article and hantar kat management kat kolej ni.. Yerp, sometimes (actually almost everytime) i will ask the same question. Is it worth to give extra commitment for a living? Or in orther word, gaji sikit keje banyak.. If u want to know, my teaching workload is 23 hours per week and next week it will reach 27 hours per week.. and i have 8 subjects to teach...

Expressing your feeling

I admit, i dunno who am i suppose to tell, if im telling my parents or my Dearie, maybe they will blame me.. I am not regret.. thats the truth, but, how do u feel when a group of people talking and talking in front of u and they left u alone guessing and ignoring at them.. I always had that puzzled look, cos sometimes i dont even know single thing wat they were talking about.. sometimes when i ask, nobody answered, and when that happened, i rase macam busy body lak, so the best thing.. buat tak tau.. but.. u will feel that u are left behind.. Am i too young to give opinions? too young to share the story? but on the other hands, they are helpful.. very helpful.. and friendly, im sure u dun understand a single thing right??

Evaluation

The senior staff evaluated my lecturing yesterday.. Quite demotivated to see the marks.. But no comments... i ve done my best.. but for sure, i know my students better than them.. u know their level..

Meeting friends

Right now, i really missing my school friends, my uinversity friends... i madly miss gossiping, :) sharing some story with them.. ntah bile laa nak jumpe.. i nampak LINA and IRENE had visited this web page.. thanks.. hope to meet u one day.. just now, i was having my lunch with Dearie, terjumpe cikgu sekolah rendah, cikgu norlia, but she could nt recognize me, heheh tapi i dah jumpe surely i tegor, and then i terjumpe my old neighbour, chatted with Auntie Zainab for a while.. see, since i started working at my old hometown, i dah jumpe banyak kawan lame.. best best

Panjang erk.. see u next time .. bye

updating from kolej... memalam.... wat research sat.. :) .. selagi takdok intenet kat umah camnie laa kot .. till nex time...

Sebulan Selepas Tunang - Birthday Dod

Your expression will tell your feeling, but some people they know how to hide their feelings. I don't know whether it is the correct way or not? For me, expressing your feeling is better rather than you stuck in your own world. That's the fact of life, people sometimes become unhappy. Although I spend pleasant time with my family and friends, I also have something that makes me angry, upset, and sad. There are three major causes which make me unhappy; the violation of my privacy and failure.

It is very important to have my own privacy, so when it is intruded by others, of course I feel very uncomfortable and irritated. For my regular readers, you already know why I'm having this new blog page, it was a tragedy that I would never forget. Dear brilliant guy, why you choose me as your victim? What did I do? Maybe you love to see my friends puzzled after receiving "not my attitude" mail by using my long time email address. Anyway, the power is yours, but with other words IM HURT. TOTALLY HURT.

Exactly one month after my engagement (7th), can you see how the time flies? Really wants to talk on the phone with Dearie, but his mind already in Pluto. Sorry Dearie, pretty busy today, I need to set 2 exam questions (actually 4 but my colleagues are so kind to reduce my burden)which are due tomorrow. I had night class today, so when I came back, I directly called you but waaaaaa your voice = "I am sleeping laa".

Now, the time shows 12.16 am and its already 8th September 2004 and its Mardiah Hayati Abu Bakar 22nd birthday. Happy Birthday DOD!!! Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki dan berjaya dalam hidup. DOD was my ex-deskmate back then in MRSM Jasin and we still keep in touch until now. But, we rarely meet each other. The last time I met her when I stayed overnight at her brother's house because the next day was Dearie convocation day. That time, she was just recovered from Denggi. She is another friend of mine that I can trust in sharing my stories. Ok Dod, may our friendship last forever.. BE STRONG DOD!!! (you know what I mean)MUAHH!!!!!!!!!