Gambar baru Emir

Selamat Hari Raya

Dengan rasa keikhlasan kami mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin.

And this year, Hari Raya will be much joy as I will celebrate with my si jantung hati - Emir Rasyid. To add more flavour, i will be in kemensah on the first day of hari raya, thank you to my dearie hubby.. hehe but seriously i will miss my brother - saffuan.. eh saffuan, buat2 laa beli web cam.

To all folks, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, have a safe journey and control your DIET!! :D

Rakan-rakanku



My long lost friend, met her at KLIA





and these were created by Iryani Mohd Noor.. Thanks a lot!! Lain kali kalau nak buat mintak gambar baru aa ngan aku, ni gambar lame .. hehe anyway thanks, kalau aku, tak de mase nyer nak buat2 cam ni.. hehe

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I have never been this busy lately. I no more able to support my two hands, two shoulders and I might say, I am physically and mentally tired. But never across my mind that I regretted the decision that I had made – married at earlier age. Never!!

I can clearly recall the day when I become Mrs, clad with white lace, I tighly hold mama's hand waited anxiously for kadi to pronounce "Sah, sah". I heard big applauses from the guests, hubby was totally relieves, me myself, I was still in cloud nine. I am no longer under my parent guidance but bigger responsibility is jumping towards me.

FYI, I was unemployed upon that time and honestly I am blessed to have that precious time to swim in understanding the meaning of living together. We had made decision not to stay with my parents but to rent a small house in the heart of the city. "Heart of the city", yeah, that was the price we had to pay to live in this metropolitan area.

We both struggled for a better living even though we had to put highly dependent on credit cards. But one thing, hubby told me, for whatever reason, never charge F&B to our credit cards. We happily created our own world, sometimes we did laughed, we did quarreled, yes we did experienced bittersweet financially breakdown.

But Allah will always have better plan for us. I was pregnant after a month I was employed. A month after I have my very own salary. And from the day I knew I was pregnant, rezeki will always there to help us.

Muhammad Emir Rasyid.. the name that has changed my entire life. He was born on 29 June 2006 and from that date, I never stopped working to serve the best for him. We may not afford to buy him the best that other parents give for their children, but we were there to shower him the rest of our love.

Yeah, for the past few months, I have sleepless night, enough to create small ball under my eyes. I totally forgot to dress up and telling you the truth I missed cyber world too. I understand that mother is not forgetful, but we are too tide up with our routine until we overlook the less importance matter. I am grateful that hubby never complaint about my "new" look and new job. And him, on the other side, working is his middle name.

And its all for our little Emir. Because of his sweet little smile, he really rocks our world. And to that, I am blessed that at the age of 24, I already have Emran as my hubby and Emir as my son.

p/s tak leh nak upload gambar sebab si Emran asyik conquer laptop

Our last hang out - Lunch at Sugimoto, Hartamas, err ani, do ignore "that" guy :D

A letter to you Iryani Lob

Dear Ani

To date, I couldnt accept the fact that I missed to say a warm goodbye to you. A goodbye that will separate us for a year, a goodbye that will open a new journey for you, a goodbye to show that Im going to miss your presence, laugh and your ears (yes, u always be my companion).

I was 5 min late. Yes, we did talked on the phone just before you stepped out from your beloved country, but, still, it could not pay the price for a year to come. Yes, Ani, really I wanna stopped you for 5 minutes, but it didn't happen.

Em parked his car exactly in front of the J entrance, I then cuddled Emir and quickly rushed to the departure gate. Fadhil, a friend of mine in Jasin saw me, kindly told her that I was running out of time. I knew I was late, but I was hoping a miracle, at least a short glance. But, no family members around the area and alas I understand.. I failed.

Ani, thousands apologizes, even though Internet will keep us closer, trust me, it will not be the same again. Promise me you will take a good care of yourself and return back to Gerik with a Master title. Love you..

p/s I will send u our family pic

Fadhil, if you happen to read this blog, nak gambar!! and cakap terima kasih kat kakak erk sebab bagi pinjam phone

Abang, please jangan drive macam tu lagi :D

PEACE

Walaupun dah outdated



Tapi ibu masih nak upload jugak, sbb mase tu ibu bz betul..

Video ni mase Emir kene pergi jumpe physiotherapist for 3 days consecutively. I never know that Melawati has its own Bains physiotherapy clinic :D Ibu-ibu, kalau anak ade phlegm, lebih baik pi therapist sbb kalau doktor suck kahak budak, sian budak-budak, sakit.. Just to remind you all, it helps to loosen the phlegm bukan hilangkan 100%, kire slowly recovered jugak laa. 32 sec je video ni sebab gune phone biase. Tengok muke emir, die berserah je kan sebab boleh tahan jugak la misi tu tepuk Emir

Salam Ramadhan

"Setahun berlalu, Ramadhan menjelma, bulan penuh keberkatan. Selamilah Ramadhan kerna mungkin kita tidak sempat untuk menyambut kedatangannya lagi."

Few bloggers kept asking me why i left my blog behind. To tell u the truth, i always have a passion in writing, yes i do, even though my writing sometimes considered as "syok sendiri", but lately, as you all aware, im back to work, and my time is very limited to spend on unneccesary things. To me, its better i save my time for my health and my family. :D

Emir has just recovered. Syukran to Allah, finally the phlegm run away. It is not easy to see your own baby suffered from this easily spread diseases. Ok, forget about it, Emir is back but his tantrum getting "wild". :D Letih den.. But what to say, anak sendiri, layan je laa.

Ok, tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan. Last year, I had a chanced to prepare sahur and berbuka for my hubby since we were staying away from our parents but this year, with Emir around, of course I need extra hand. Luckily i stayed with my parents .. :D..

Salam puasa dari Emran, Mira & Emir

Missing my maternity leave

It has been a full hectic week. No, I am no more talking about my workloads but I am here to highlight that now I am holding three positions that require effort, patient, and determination - the wife to Emran, the mother to Emir and the employee to EY, not to forget the daughter of my parents and the BIG sister to my siblings. All and all, I must say, it is tiring but hey, for Emir, it worth it.

I must admit, my concentration is more on Emir, and I realized I have left my dearie hubby behind my list. Feeling guilty is becoming my fear. I know he understands that I want to serve the best for Emir but I do question myself - how long can he tolerate?

One week after i get back to work, two days i was on Emergency Leaves. Yes, Emir needs me. It started a day before his Aqiqah and the story continues until now. Emir is not feeling well. It is painful for me to watch him with a bad sore throat, running nose, fever and phlegm. I wish i could switch to his place, but of course, it is impossible. One simple test from Him, has turned me into a complete panic. Yes, we have consult his paediatrician and from the Doc's advice, we have to bring him for physiotherapy treatment to loosen his phlegm. For a week, Emir is under observation. Alhamdulillah, Emir is getting better now.

During the day, I have to pass my responsibility to my mum's maid. That is the best thing i could do for now. Everyday before i go to work, I softly whisper to his ear just to let him know that I am away to earn extra money for his better living. Even though he is not in his best condition, Emir will always cheer me up, he will smile wherever I play his favorite toy and he enjoys when I do a stupid joke.

But one thing never change, Emir will keep me awake during the night. Today, I am thankful if i manage to have at least 3 hours of sleeping without listening to his "alarm". Yes, it is cycle of life. To be specific - a woman's life. So, kurang ajar la kepada sesiapa yang tidak menghargai jasa ibu anda.

Btw, Emir's Aqiqah was held on 9 September 2006, It was a simple ceremony but MERIAH.. Do enjoy the pics..

p/s Sekarang ibu Emir pulak sakit



Kambing biri-biri - Aqiqah untuk Emir, papa Emir pilih paling gemuk sekali dalam kandang tu..




VIP that day - tengah bersiap



My lovely boys, Papa Emir pun tanak kalah jugak, hensem kan? :p



Ibu Emir, tengok muke Emir, mase ni die dah start tak bermaya



Marhaban dari Kg Kemensah



Kurma untuk tetamu



Papa Emir potong rambut Emir



Tok Emir



Nenek Emir



Nani Emir



Cousin ku - Ani yang akan berangkat ke Heriot Watt (spelling?) in few weeks time







Emir berbaju Melayu

And he learns how to kick a ball

To us, he shows his monthly/weekly progress

Emir @ Second Month

Picture taken today 29 August 2006



Tengok die main-main, Emir suke main dengan air liur die



Alamak ibu, papa ni die bace paper lagi, tanak layan Emir

Raising Emir shows that how time flies. He is now has learned to adapt to his new life. Slowly he has to learn that his mother will be away for at least 12 hours a day. Above all, we have witnessed his social smiles that rocks our worlds, respond to noises especially in listening his favorite music, be aware of us and when picked up, he is getting firmer, heavier and bigger body each and every day. Oh, now he is 4.8kg.

But whatever it is, I wish he will stay longer during the day and let his ibu to sleep soundly during the night... :D