MIL called me 


"Mira, mak mimpi mak dapat kerete baru, mak nak dapat cucu baru kot"


the next day, my mum called me


"Mira, mama mimpi mira pregnant anak kembar"


Alhamdulillah..


but today


Red flag is here.....


moga-moga rezeki ada di lain kali.. kalau takde pun, i dah dapat terima hakikat anak i sorang je..

Dos for today

is to design my photobook..


At first nak buat pasal pergi Disneyland, Japan


but Disneyland Sea je yang ade, Disneyland tu tak tau mane hubby simpan gambar tu..


Then nak buat memories to other places in Japan


but few days of the pictures tak dak..


then tak pelah, i nak buat photobook about my trip to LA


but tak tau mane pi tablet hubby


then plan nak buat Emir dari kecik sampai besar


but gambar dia mase 2006 tak de


then plan nak buat gambar kawin sendiri


but tak tau mane pi softcopies of our wedding pictures


then plan nak buat gambar pi Phuket


but...........


dah frust dah..


malas nak tau kesampaian tak hajat ni..


grrrrrrrr******************

childhood memories --- have you watched this video?

will always bring us a smile...

so true??


:)


somehow i think they miss these


- tiang ke tiang punye game.. ok dunno how to describe.. u know what i mean..
- should present ice cream sepuluh sen tu 
- main teng teng ke .. 


thumbs up to the director..


p/s teringat kawan-kawan sekolah rendah


Hana, Sophie, Asiah, Roziana, Sharmeen, Yameen, Yati, Ayu, Firdaus, Noraini, Elaini, zaihasni and the list goes on.. 

Im out..

Alhamdulillah, finally dah selamat keluar hospital.. 4 days 3 nights -- something to remember, something to draw in my 2012 calendar..

First of all, i just got to know that my blood type is O positive, 30 tahun hidup baru i tau i darah ape.. Im not sure hubby is what type, but i think is B since Emir blood type is B.. 

Secondly, I almost lost my patient, imagine, they confirmed i could be discharged around 2 pm but I only officially stepped out from the hospital at 10.12pm.. lame sangat ok.. ok, to be honest, around 9.45 pm tu i dah start naik angin kat kaunter.. mane taknyer, jarum tangan i tak bukak lagi, ubat tak sampai, yang paling i bising, esok Emir nak sekolah, homework dia pun dia tak siapkan lagi.. pukul berape nak balikkan.. 

but immediately i bising, TERUS selesai segala urusan..

anyhow, i felt so bad, ye lah misi-misi tu yang jage i, in fact, they are nice ladies... of course lepas i dah naik angin tu, i did go to the counter and said thanks to them..

doctor bagi i seminggu MC.. suruh rest kat rumah.. agree i need this rest.. i dont think i had enough rest at the hospital..nak tidur elok je, sakit perut, lepas dah dapat tidur elok sikit, nurse masuk nak check blood pressure ke ape ke kan..

and sangat sangat gile i tidur hari ni.. pagi tadi je bangun dalam sejam gitu, uruskan ape yang patut.. and errr

err.. 

err..

pukul 1 lebih baru i bangun :D

dan sesungguhnya saya berasa sangat lah fresh... 

p/s now perut lapar sebab tak makan ape-ape lagi.. ubat pun tak makan lagi..

what happen to me...

ok first of all,  it is extremely difficult to type using touch screen but since i hv nothing to do rite now, so i give it a go to jot this down. so pls excuse my typo error or shortform ya :-)

im not too sure when it started, but the last meal i had was laksa johor @ Klcc during my lunch hour. nothing was wrong with the food, it tasted good, very  savoury n to top it all, one of my friend ordered the same too except that being me, i finished the laksa until the last bite.

after lunch, i felt a bit dizzy but i managed to kill the time until 6pm, luckily my email was having a technical problem so i decided to go back quite early on that day hoping that i would continue the next day.

well ladies, it didnt happened that way.

my so call nightmare had just begun

in the car husband asked what i wanted to have for dinner, so i opted for quickbites again at publika. i refused to dine there as i had my headache, so take away je lah..

after performing my maghrib prayer, i really had a terrible headache. i lied down. but gradually, i started shivering, so i covered myself  with a blanket all night long, without aircon or fan.

around 10pm, this was where i became the toilet frequent visitor. seriously, every 10 to 15 minutes i had to rush myself to the toilet.

subsequent to that, i ws really really tired and weak, n i sendiri tak sedar bile i tido.

but when i terjage, i saw emir walking around n around, he looks sleepy but dunno what to do. so i put him on bed n immediately he was asleep. sabar jelah.. i glanced to the clock n gosh it was already 1.30 am in the morning!!! emir baru tido n esok sekolah grrrrr..

ok out of topic..

immediately after that, my body clock brought me to the toilet again..

n i vomitted!! there goes my laksa..

lepas tu sakit perut, lepas tu muntah balik, lepas tu sakit perut balik, muntah..

when the cycle had a break for a while, i knw i hd to consume something. drink n eat. so i had half of my quickbites sandwich, but not long after that, i muntah balik.....
i hd a sleepless night, i started to worry cos i hd a lot of important meetings scheduled on wednesday n i was very sure i hd to be on MC..

at 7am on wednesday, i was panicked. i didnt knw wat to do, i knw if i proceed to go to work, i couldnt focus n i just torturing myself, but if i didnt go, i dunno knw lah, wat my boss would say...

but at once, u need to take care of urself first, so i chose to be on MC that day.

went to see the doctor n hd my two days MC.. ok it was not fun.

i was on the phone until 11am just to pass my job to my colleagus, pity her. sorry....

i spent the whole afternnon paying off my night sleep :). tried to eat n drink, tapi muntah balik, so i malas mkn..

woke up but the cycle continues. stress ok..

the feeling didnt get any better on thursday. i hd no appetite to eat. watery stool became worsen, but at least i didnt vomit on the next day.

honestly i was tired, tidur tak cukup sbb pergi toilet je.. ur body weak, nothing goes in but banyaknyer coming out.

friday, mc expired.. time to go to work.. i knw i was not fit at all, but hey 2 days mc mcm overlah kan, ni 3 days??

asked hubby to send me straight to klcc but the traffic was bad (as always) so he drop me off at lrt bangsar.. my tummy was drumming! stress cos nobody offer me a seat (on the good side, even though im overweight but at least i didnt look im pregnant :-)

upon reaching klcc, i decided to go straight to twin towers 'medical centre. after registration, i went to the toilet again n again, even when my number was called, i was in the toilet :-) ..

the doctor checked my eyes, one simple word from the doctor..

"eh, u dh dehydrate ni, i hv to admit u"

i knw it..

thereafter, i dropped by at the office, settled few things, n later, hubby drove to ampang puteri.

the funny thing was, before being dripped, i requested to go to the toilet as many as ican but it didnt work as it didnt seem to stop..

lagi stress, bawak bende alah tu dgn masuk toilet lagi..

i requested not to be admitted, but permintaan tak dilayan..

seriously, lg stress duduk hospital.. u feel more sick..

on saturday, i was getting better, so the doctor told me i bole discharged the next day.. happy ok!

buttttttt

on sunday night (sabtu mlm ahad), i hd sleepless night again. i woke up at 3am n the same cycle continues... at 5, i requested for prescription sbb dh penat pergi toilet..

the next day, doctor said i hd to extend my visit at this hotel for another day..

hmmmmm..

here i am on monday, stilll waiting for the blood test result..

alhamdulillah for now, im getting better not 100% but at least i get back my appetite. except now i hd terrible coughing pulak..

seriously i want to be at home....

and yes i want to get rid off this needle on my hand

Makanan hospital

is one way how to reduce ur weight....

but somehow ur kid will love it....

p/s thanks suzi for coming dan kawan2 lain yg mendoakan. hopefully today is the last day

penyejuk hati

by right, i dah boleh discharge hari ni, tp mlm semalam i sakit perut balik.. n i hd my sleepless night again..

tak tahulah ape i mkn sampai teruk sgt ni, masuk hari ni (ahad) dah lima hari i masuk toilet, the worst sakit perut happened in my life...

nasib baik ade anak teruna i sebagai penyejuk hati......

alhamdulillah emir demam sehari je.. boring2 emir buat konsert untuk ibu dia. 

he always make me smile...

when you are sick

the last thing u want to see...

ur son is not feeling well at the same time...

his temperature was 38.3 when he visited me yesterday

saya di sini

harapnye sampai esok saje...

Emir and agama

Emir dah masuk enam tahun.

Bila dah masuk enam tahun, memang dah sampai masanya Emir tahu bab agama. To be exact, bab agama ni kene ajar since Emir kecik lagi.

Saya setuju. Sangat.

Setakat yang termampu, kami (the parents) memang mula ajar Emir bab agama, tapi Emir kalau mak bapak ajar ape sekalipun, susah betul lah dia nak concentrate. susah betul lah dia nak focus.

jadi, itulah sebabnya I was thinking to change Emir's school when he entered 6 years old.. 

But it was just a plan. After considering few factors, I continued Emir's education at the same old school. Senang kate sekolah orang "omputih".

Ok fine, I heard a lot people said, dont worry if your child could not speak English, but please be worried if your child doesnt know about agama. 


Agreed. 


But I want him to get both.


Emir's current kindie does allocate Agama class, twice per week, an hour each class, but i dont think it is enough to cover everything.


So early this year, I decided to send Emir for Sekolah agama and upon suggestion by my colleague, I had enrolled Emir to this agama class in Bangsar.


and now, Emir is a student there for nearly two months..


hasilnya...


Alhamdulillah..


seronok sangat.. 


serious seronok...


Ibu mane tak seronok kan..

Sekarang ni senang je nak ajak Emir solat. Tak macam dulu, liat semacam. La ni, of cos masih ade bunyi-bunyi kadang-kadang tu bile ajak solat, tapi dia still buat.


Sekarang ni,  Emir dah iqra' 5..


Sekarang ni Emir dah boleh recite few doas...


Sekarang ni Emir dah boleh mengucap..


Sekarang ni Emir boleh bercerite mengenai syurga neraka...


Ok i over. I tahu anak-anak orang lain lagi advance dari Emir, but Emir's improvement in Agama - I truly feel more satisfaction.

apalah agaknya perasan mak ayah bile anak tu jadi tahfiz, jadi ustaz.. mesti sejuk perut. 


Ada lagi few basic things yang Emir belum faham.. macam Aurat, emir belum faham lagi.. mane subuh mane zuhur mane asar, emir belum tahu lagi.. 


Anyhow, our challenge is where Emir communicated about religion with his friend who is non-Muslim. Luckily Emir ni jenis yang report jugak ape bende yang dia borak dengan kawan dia kat sekolah, I mean when he has doubt, balik rumah, he will ask me.


So, this is where parents have to provide a good explanation and never condemn what his friend was thinking. Especially, at this time, Emir and his friends are exploring the world. You know lah, budak-budak ni kite cerite , dia cerite balik pulak kat kawan dia.. 


So, there you go.. sharing my motherhood experience..