mmmmm...

Yes, I am DAMNNNNN busy, when I said I am bz, no jokes ok. No TV, no papers, no mags, and no Emir as well. :( Lately I reached home around 12 am. And some of my colleagues stay overnight in the office. But of cos I cant since I am still breastfeeding my baby. Oh boy, I do miss Emir so much...

At this time..
Yes, I am stressed
I am pissed

but anyway I am blessed cos I know the meaning of HARDWORK and FAMILY. And I dont know how I could survived last year.. Mase tu I 7 bulan pregnant ok...

By the way, a gentle reminder, dont forget to submit your FORM BE.. :D

I miss Emir

Oh boy, i never learnt from the past. Haha, last year was tiring perhaps I was heavily pregnant. But this year, I am extremely tired with this peak period. Less sleep and less rest.

But like Halogamora said, when you see your son's smile, all the pressure and stress GONE!! Emir is getting naughtier. He has more things to show to his parents. Now, he knows what he wants and when I ignore it, habis.. hehe.

How I missed spending our own quality time together. Usually, every weekend we would went out to anywhere (shopping, playground, etC) but at this point of time, to see my baby is awake and playful is beyond my prediction. Sedih oo. Mane tak nye, Ibu keluar bile Emir tido, Ibu balik bile Emir dah tido.

I could stand when client scolded me but I couldnt stand when I am quite "farrrrrrrrrrrrr" away from Emir.

Please let me see MAY..

p/s Yes, I have a very supportive husband. Everyday he will wait for me up until 10pm and he will cheer me up without making any fuss about it.

My oh My

I am sooooooooo depressed and stressed, too much work to do and too little time left. It sucks to reach 30 April. Who says Tax in not BZ, bz maa except that our peak period is from Dec to April unlike Audit people.

And yesterday, I saw HIS picture on the Headline and I am quite proud that HE is my client and HE already signed the documents that I have prepared. Not that I have no experienced preparing the tax returns for other VIPs but I admired the way HE leads his organization and HIS low profile lifestyles.

And today, I have been assigned a few assigness and one of them has read my long long explanation about my dissatisfaction over THAT decision. And what a small world!!

But the not-so exciting part being in Tax is when people ask you how much this person this person Taxes.. err and being a loyal staff huhuhuh you can expect what my answer is - Adalah.. :p

And sangat kesian dekat Emir. Keluar awal balik malam :( I want him beside me. Kenapala office ni tak de buat day care centre, at least he is close to me. Ni, Emir duduk dengan bibik die jer.. :(.

p/s Awin (MRSM Jasin) and Fadzrul Abbas (ex-SK Ampang) nak kawin this 2nd of June.. Small world jugak ni.. :D Congrats!!

My week

When you have a family, you could not expect or even plan your day. A nice day sometimes could turn up to be your busiest day. And as a Ibu, you have to bear there is very crucial to find some space for your own sweet time.

Well, my unexpected week started when my little Emir scratching here and there in the middle of the night and it brought me to a very sleepless night on very early Tuesday. At first, I thought the mosquitoes bite him, but when I switch on the light, I saw my baby face was "covered" with red spotted dot. And again to my knowledge, I assume it was only typical skin rash.

The next day, we went to see the paed. Surprisingly, the paed said, Emir was "attacked" by the Measles and I wonder where he gets it. You see, as far as I remember, the last day I took him out for outing was during Noris's weds. Yes, ladies and gents, kesian Emir, I am so busy and Emir is left at home :(. No wonder, he had a hacking cough, slightly running nose and fever!!

That day, I took a day off and both of us enjoy sleeping during the day.. haha!! But the next day was a nightmare, for just one day away from the office, my workstation is so messed with papers and datelines!! and what a day..

And speaking of the days in my office, I felt very very lonely this week. Not that I dont have my colleagues to cheer me up, but I just need someone to share what I feel, how I feel and support at least for a second for why I feel that way. Oh boy, how I missed Nadia, Ina and Vivian.

Any my week ends with a question how much do you understand and support your other half's work? It is very subjective kan.. :)

p/s ade gambar Emir kene campak tapi cable phone dah rosak!! uwaaaa.. I need my own camera..

Emir @ 9 months

Yes, my baby is growing and it has been 9 beautifully months after I ve been carrying him for 9 months. Since my life has been hectic for the past few weeks, Emir's pictures are like therapy to gear up my day.

Now, Emir knows how to stand on his own!! kalau boleh semua tempat yang boleh panjat, die nak berdiri, look at the picture down here.. And Emir sekarang ni dah pandai Bababababbaba and Mamamamamaam but not bububububbubu.. Slowly Emir ok.. and these few days Emir tak sihat..

Anyway, we went to Martel Warehouse Sale this morning. The funny thing during the sale was - the parents were fighting to grab FisherPrice products including Us.. Haha.. But it worths! Emir loves the toys..

p/s congratulations to HotMama for the good news - second baby!! I excited gile Dotty. Yes, im late. :D and Happy Birthday to Ika (my youngest sis) and Hana, Im lost... huhuhu

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Emir n marker..

Gambar-gambar ni kalau tunjuk kat Wan Emir.. habis Ibu :D ye laa kasik anak pegang marker, masuk mulut lak tu. Of cos i tarik balik.. tak sampai 5 saat pun..

Anyway, I am super duper busy, back to a year ago where i stayed back in the office until midnight. Maklumlaa sekarang ni nak tolong Inland Revenue kutip duit. But this time, I limit myself until 9+. Yes, kesian Emir. Memang banyak gak keje yang masih tertangguh, but Emir is much much important. Ade pulak boss2 ni mintak we all stay even longer.. hellloooo kalau aku bujang tak pe lah, derang ingat mak mak ni balik lambat terus tido?? kadang kadang pukul satu pun belum tentu tidur lagi, nak nak umur emir dah sampai this stage. And Im counting my quality time with Emir, at least bile balik, I need some time to play with him.

Anyway, marah2 pun bile tengok gambar budak kecik kat bawah ni.. sejukk hati...

p/s Jumpe pengantin baru Ain + Cicak mase kenduri noris.. hehe berseri lagi. Damn it, i dint bring Em's camera, bukan tak ingat tapi malas, besar gedabak punyer camera.. tp whom it may concern... isteri ini nak kamera kecik satu hari nanti :D

Our precious... Muhammad Emir Rasyid 


Picture taken by: DeOne

I ve been tagged by AMP

I am still in the office, my mood is slowing down cos I cant stop thinking about Emir. It is already 9+ and im bet emir dah panas punggung tunggu mak die balik. Sorry erk, Ibu kene buat keje.. :( So, I make myself PREOCCUPIED by doing this for my short break

Your name: Wan Amira

1. Famous Athlete: Wong Choon Han

2. 4 letter word: Weih!!

3. Street name: W

4. Color: White

5. Gifts/presents: Winnie the Pooh (BIG POOH - given by my housemates - THaNKS!!)

6. Vehicles: Wald

7. Tropical Locations: Pass

8. College Majors: Words

9. Dairy Products: White milk

10. Things in a Souvenir Shop: Wallpaper

11. Boy Name: Wan

12. Girl Name: Wan Amira

13. Movie Titles: Walk to Remember (A) :p

14. Alcohol: Pass

15. Occupations: Waiter

16. Flowers: White Lily

17. Celebrities: Wan Zaleha

18. Magazines: Women's Weekly

19. Malaysia Cities: ??

20. Pro Sports Teams: ???

21. Something Found in a kitchen: Water

22. Reason for Being Late (or dead): Weng!!

23. Something You Throw Away: Wang :p

24. Things You Shout: Woii!!

25. Cartoon Character: Winnie the Pooh

26. Tag, you are it!: Wan Azliana (Dotty), Wei Nee, Wahidda (Farah)

The meaning of 25

Before i write further, yes, ladies and gents, i am at the stage where I feel 24 hours is just not enough!! And working in EY, how I hate when March and April take its turn. Currently, I am in the midst of compliance and my work right now is helping LHDN to collect more money from us. Hehe. It is not funny ok..

And, to add more flavor, I foresee that this year is much heavier than last year. Last year even though my clients nearly 200 but it was well managed and organized. This year, I have to make sure my little Emir is awake when I back from work and 9pm is the limit. And sadly, the opportunity cost plays its role. Balik awal, keje tak siap. And that is why, i really concentrate at work. No blogging, no Friendster no nothing.

Today, I hit the 25 years old. Alhamdulillah, Allah masih beri peluang untuk hambaNya ini bernafas, berkata dan berkasih sayang. The best gift - my own family. Yes, cukup la tu. I still have my parents, siblings, lovely husband and my jantung hati - Emir.

This year paling best, hubby remember my bday. Ok, bocor rahsie, Last year he forgot my birthday!!! Can u imagine that!! Hehe. Today, when I woke up early in the moorning, there is a small bag besides me, and when I opened it, ade tulis MIRA. Yes, he sewed. And inside that bag, there is a small love box and a Happy Birthday Mira note written using the thread. Cute kan.. A simple gift that touch my heart. Later in the evening we had our dinner at Pha Pha Garden.

Anyway, thanks for the wishes from my family, cousins and friends. Kepada colleague2 ku Kak Roza, Naz, Farah, Pisah and Nina, thank u for the roasted chicken with turmeric source. Couldnt remember I dah cakap thanks ke belum.. huhuhu.. Terima kasih yer. And i sangat terkejut sebab ini budak yang baru kawin si AIN tak lupe kasik wish.. Ain, hows life?? Cepat la upload gambar. Cant wait..

and oh.. how i miss my couz Ani, I hv lot of story to tell ya!! bile la nak silang kaki n borak dengan u lagi..

Anyway, ade due baby yang nak sangat i jumpe Mia Aisha and Aidan Hashim. Bile laa yer.. Btw, congratulations to Eddie and Liza for their new born baby girl!!

And jasinian and utpian, please note that Noris invites u for her wedding on 25th March in Kuang, Sg Buloh. She asked me to spread the news.

AND Tahniah to Emir Rasyid, kerana gigi anda dah tumbuh dua batang dan anda dah boleh berdiri dengan berlagaknya..

p/s Gambar kat atas di ambik mase ke Cameron Highlands last two weeks. Hubby ade keje, i tumpang keje.. huhuhu

Mulut tertutup, mata melihat, telinga mendengar dan hati berkata..

Sesungguhnya hari ini bukan hari saya...

Cuma gambar di bawah yang dapat menggembirakan saya balik walaupun gambar ni dah lama. Memandangkan Februari tak ada 29 hari bulan, dengan ini Emir dah 8 bulan.. Cepat masa berlalu..