Sakit sakit

As a young couple, to fork out Rm5k+ for maid is absolutely BIG money.. And there goes my bonus :(.. So, she better be GOOOODD!!Takpe, semua demi Emir ku sayang..

p/s Sorry ye Emir, gambar Lana cute sangat.. :D

Because of these 2 boys

Sometimes I would rather keep myself busy because it will remove all sorts of questions in my HUGE brain. Yeah, enough said having Emir is the best thing that makes the 24 hours is fully booked but on top of that the WH questions seems couldn't be avoided at all.

Sorry to tell you, it is still the same old story that I keep telling you on and on. Being a tax people is an honour for me as an IT graduate but after a while I do asked myself whether is this the satisfaction that Im searching for?

Some may say I have lost my direction and it is still not to late to set up a new objective in my working career. Last week, I had a great chit chat with one of the famous partner in EY - one of the Gung Ho woman in the corporate world. She called me to hear the exact reasons why I decided not to sit for the professional exam.

Of course, the only reason that I could shared with her is the fear surrounds me and the risky future that I will jump into. To her, seven years of sacrifices is worth for the rest of another 25 years in my career life - which is true. But, that seven years can create more meaningful in my family life.

I picture myself working seven years in the auditing firm, facing the compliance which totally a NO NO for other family occasions, Havent has a chance for a weekend, do you know the ACCA class usually during the weekend from 8/9 am to 5-7pm, of course the firm provides the study leave but you are busy attending the classes and catch up for the study. I am just afraid I am not able to see Emir's first step, Emir's first word or even worst - not letting myself for the second pregnancy.

And after seven years of course the sky is my limit, but for this simple reason can I volunteer myself to dedicate part of me for work? Can my dearest hubby cope up with it? Can Emir understand that his Ibu is busy? Do I have a time to cook for my family? Do I have a time to look after my siblings?

For now, I just stick to my first rule. No to ACCA no matter how hard people pushing me unless Im working with non-auditing firm. Hey, earning capacity is not the talk of the game, Im just counting for satisfaction. Period.

Emir @ 6 months

DITULIS PADA 29 DEC 2006..

Pejam celik pejam celik tak sangka Emir dah masuk 6 bulan. Dalam 6 bulan ni banyak sangat perubahan yang berlaku, baik dalam hidup mira, em mahupun keluarga mira. Almaklum mira masih lagi tinggal rumah mak.

Dulu rumah sunyi sepi, bising tu bising jugak la tapi tak de dengar suara budak kecik, sekarang ni rumah ni bergema dengan suara Emir, nak nak sekarang ni Emir suke buat bising.

Dulu jugak, kalau boring, semua tengok TV tak pun tido, tapi sekrang kalau boring, semua akan carik Emir

Dulu kalau bertekak laki bini, lambat sikit nak baik, tapi lepas ade Emir, cepat pulak boleh baik..

Emir sekarang dah pandai kenal orang, hari tu mase pi kenduri maunyer die buat perangai tapi mase jumpe Auntie Chor (hana) die senyap sket, (Note: Sorry Nad & Ujie n friends, sebab hari tu menyusahkan korang)rase muke kiterang still same lagi kot even though mira dah chubby. hehe.. So Saffuan, confirm Emir ni takut ngan awak.. Tengok la gambar-gambar ni senang nak cerite..




Emir sekarang dah makan, tengok la betapa comot nyer die makan. Yang kuning dekat atas hidung die tu, kunyit. Letak sebab die selsema, petua tu, campurkan kunyit dengan cuka, tapi elok dengan kunyit hidup, better than bagi die makan drug. Nak kate berkesan, tak de laa, tapi boleh laa..



Emir sekarang dah nak belajar duduk sendiri, Emir suke main kertas. Kiterang selalu acah die, letak kertas dengan handphone atau ape2 lah sebelah-sebelah, confirm die akan amik kertas.. tapi kalau letak laptop, kalah laa.. Kire kalau tengok, die ni suke bace buku ngan bab2 IT ni macam papa die..



Ni gambar mase pergi Birthday Party, dulu mase die kecik dulu bile tunjuk die Ronald McD ni menangis sebab takut.. sekarang Emir dah macho dah.. hehe



Mainan ni kiterang panggil khemah die.. selalu letak die main kat sini.. Sekarang Emir ni dah lasak sikit, kejap je dalam khemah tu, lepas tu die dah jauh melencong dari khemah die..



Tengok laa, Emir sekarang dah boleh kacau auntie n uncle die main Monopoly. Setiap kali emir kacau, meriah laa satu rumah sbb Emir kacau hotel and card derang.. Please note that this Monopoly ni dari zaman mak kiterang kecik2, bertahan sampai sekarang.. Pemberian arwah tokwan mira..

And itulaa cerite Emir dalam 6 bulan ni.. :D

p/s Alhamdulillah, segala penat lelah mase Compliance tu dah dapat habuannyer .. Nyeh nyeh, time to find a maid.. :D. Gambar will post later, lembap gile

Emir in his own world Part I




My sweetheart..

p/s Congratulations to Ain & Cicak on their engagement. Sorry tak dapat datang sebab nun jauh kat Pontian.. Suliana & partner , Malindawati & Faizul Nizam - insyaAllah i will be coming tomorrow. CONGRATULATIONS!!

Unforgettable

Actually this story happened last two days yet it was one of the best feeling I ever had since i stepped into motherly world. Well, currently i am quite busy with my work before the Christmas comes. Yeah, everyone keep nagging you to pass the work to them before they are going on leave. Hey, im not blaming you for that (for those yang terase) :D..

Ok, last two days I went home around 9 pm and mind you that was the first time i left my baby for more than 10 hours!! Of course I felt guilty but works need to be done. So, when i returned home, i could listen his voice crying and when he saw me, my goodness.. the sound is even louder.

First note - He missed me... (Checked)

And when I cuddled him, Emir tightly hold his two hands around my neck and KISS ME on and on!! That was extremely incredible and i bet his papa was damn jealous.. To that, I am deeply thinking whether should i or should not i be in this line cos I MISSED EMIR too (Note: Tax return submission is coming this April)...

Anyway, the picture taken during our Christmas party this afternoon. Lovely colleagues and kudos to all VTs who organized this party!!

How I wish

I am really a loyal customer of Planete enfants, and i wish i could run a branch one day, so i can purchase my son's wishlist stuff at discounted price.. hehe Anyone nak joint venture.. kekeke..

But sometimes with this workload which never ends, I am deeply thinking about it..

Sabah Part 2

I agree no doubt Sabah is the beautiful place to visit, but to answer Hana's question.. err actually you can have Karambunai here in Semenanjung, the beach is quite similar to Kuantan Swiss Garden. I recommend you for Karambunai if you are deeply crazy to have a peace of mind. The place is quite isolate and it is very hard to get cheap food.

If you ask me, I am not going to spend RM40 for Nasi Goreng. There is no food stalls or any groceries shop nearby. Yeah, the resort has it but it didnt sell bread or I might say anything that can keep your stomach full for at least a day!!

But being a five to six star hotel, Nexus's hospitality is definitely one could ever forget. Even the cleaner will greet you from far. Everyone is willing to be your tour guide err even though without a tip. nyeh nyeh..

On our third day, we decided to stay in KK, yeah - ALASANNYE - SHOPPING!! Sudah lame tak shopping, kalau shopping pun seronok untuk anak je. We stayed at Le Meridien KK, exactly in front of Pasar Manila. Luckily on that day, they were having pasar malam, so ape lagi, qadar makan. hehe. Hubby was quite adventures, he chose to buy "Sabahan" foods instead of me, i was just searching for normal food.

Later that night, we found out that there was another pasar malam behind our hotel. At first, I was reluctant to go (yelaa sebab bawak baby takkan jalan malam-malam) but I couldnt resist the "sparkling" pearl, hehe plus hubby gave his green light to use his money!! hehe. Terima kasih banyak-banyak.

The next day, then only we went to Pasar Manila. I shopped and shopped, I bought more on household stuffs but luckily Emir's tantrum stopped us from spending and spending. Kawan tu tak tahan panas.

Anyway, the trip is enjoyable and fun!! and we are looking forward for another vacation.. Ade orang nak sponsor??? heheh



Nak checkout, kene naik bende ni sebab kalau jalan from our room jauh giler!!


Papa and son of the year

KK from our hotel

Pasar Malam, barang-barang murah bangat!!

Makcik ni kacau Emir sehabis-habis!!

Makanan yang ditelan oleh Emran Mohd Tamil

Emir sebelum bedtime

Dekat Pasar Manila, tengokla Emir dah start buat muke

Emir lepas mengamuk!! TIDUR!!

Karambunai

It has been a long long time after my last post, I taught I wanna have plenty time in Sabah to update new photos but unfortunately Emir didn't allow me to do so. And since the house modem ROSAK, pretty hard for me to spend my precious time in office for blogging.

Anyway, Sabah's visit was great even though much to our surprise Karambunai is not as what it heard. Nasib baik layanan first class punyer.. Emir behave as expected except at the KK's airport. Emir mengamuk sakan!! Tak tau pulak emmachan kat sane, kalau tak boleh jadi tour guide. Pictures taken at Karambunai Nexus Resort. We stayed for three days 2 nights, thereafter pergi KK. Gambar tu later pulak yer..



Lepas check in Emir kepenatan



Landing bersame-same sambil posing



Our first dinner - In room dinner, nasik mahal so makan kat bilik boleh share!!



Chess besar bersama orang-orang yang besar



Ibu dan anak of the year



Di tepi pantai yang indah..



Emir dan ibu



Keluarga bahagia



Jakun dengan nenas.. ain sure tak jakun



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Emir masuk pool, lepas tu nangis2 tanak keluar..

to be continued... tapi tak tau bile

Salam dari Karambunai...

Si comel yg ceria