Name saya Emir. Saya berumur 2 tahun dan 10 bulan.. Ibu saya kate 2 tahun 9 bulan dan 25 hari (as at hari nilah). Sekarang ini ibu saya sangat sibuk. Tapi hari ini hari Sabtu, tadi saya ikut saya pergi hantar surat dekat client di Dayabumi. Lepas itu, ibu saya nak pergi keje. Dalam kerete, ibu kate dekat papa, dia dah tak de duit, jadi ibu suruh papa hantar ibu kejap dekat "shim bank" (CIMB bank, yer yer saya pelat). Saya ni pantang kalau lalu dekat ape-ape bank, sebab saya suke tekan butang-butang tu.

Jadi seperti biase dan untuk ke sekian kalinyer, saya menjerit-jerit nak ikut ibu. Ibu amik duit dekat CIMB Bank dekat Pusat Bandar Damansara. Saya suka butang-butang tu, ye la, tekan je keluar duit, tekan je keluar duit. Best betul (Ibu: setiap kali keluar makin kopak la ibu kau ni).

Ibu bagi saya kad, dan ibu tunjuk ape kene tekan, saya ikut je arahan ibu, mule-mule keluar kad "SHIM" bank, lepas tu keluar duit, banyak wooo duit ibu (Ibu: RM300 jer). Lepas tu keluar resit, tak sempat nak tengok berape duit ibu dalam SHIM bank tu..

Lepas tu, ibu ke tepi, ibu mintak duit dari saye, saya pun bagi lah, ibu sibuk masukkan duit ke dalam beg duit, lepas tu masukkan dalam handbag pulak.. Tengah ibu sibuk sibuk, saya pun nak lah tolong ibu ambik duit lagi..

Lepas tu saya cakap dekat ibu

"Abu, abu, Emir wat one more SHIM Bank" ---> this is what exactly he said

Dah dah, tepi tepi, ibu cerite pulak.

GUESS WHAT HE DID..

Luruh jantung aku tahu tak.. ye baru teringat yang dia masih lagi memegang card ATM saya itu.. Dan dia dengan innocentnyer menunjuk ke arah cheque deposit machine.. and

MY ATM CARD IS INSIDE THERE..

Half way before it dropped into the machine.

"Emir, see see ape Emir buat" dan dia jawab
"Im sorry Abu". --- ye, itulah jawapan dia.

Tak jadi nak bebel panjang. Sambil cube mencube untuk keluarkan kad, i dok lah bebel sorang-sorang, orang lain yang tengah beratur nak amik duit, tersengih-sengih tengok i yang terbongkok-bongkok gune segala bende yang ade nak keluarkan bende alah itu, ada jugak yang tolong tapi derang tak berani sangat, takut terjatuh pulak. Hubby pulak was inside the car. dan parking sangat jauh, dan seperti biase, telephone saya hanyalah sekadar perhiasan kerana tidak ade kredit..

Orang lain sibuk kate, call je Call Centre. I kate, let me get my husband first. Sampai je jumpe Encik Emran, bebel la orang tua ni, kate kenapa bagi Emir pegang atm card. Alaa bende nak jadik. Dah dapat anak suke menolong sangat nak buat macam mane kan,.

Lalu hubby ke tempat kejadian.


... Papa menjadi hero. Lame woooo...

Kiterang dah start fedup dah.., i siap kate kat hubby,

"Tolak je lah kad tu kad bawah, dah tak boleh dah tu"
Kalau tahu i amik duit banyak sikit tadi. Hi malang tak berbau..

Mase saya on the way nak ke telefon, tetibe, hubby kate

"Haaa nasib baik dah boleh"

ALHAMDULILLAH... selamat kad aku, kalau tak rugi RM12..


Inilah muke budak nakal itu... Hishh

I must, I must, I must jot it here, thats the purpose of having this virtual diary...

Emir is now....

POTTY TRAINED?????????????????????

No no...

MUNTAH trained!!!

is there any such word as vomit trained or whatever it is??

I can easily detect him few minutes before he is going to throw up, and usually I will quickly rush him to the toilet, of course to minimise the time spend mopping the floor and honestly it is not funny to do this when your body is tired yer..

And today, after he had his milk, as usual he would give me one sign face, and that time, we were ready for our bedtime, the conversation was slightly like this

"Emir please emir, jangan muntah kat sini, ibu dukung masuk toilet ok"
but, stubborn him, he wouldnt allow me to touch him

"Emir please please ibu penat ni" and seriously my hand was like "tolong lah tolonglah" sort of thing.

and yes, he laughed ok, yang jahat punyer gelak tu..

then, he jumped off the bed and quickly run to the toilet. You know macam dalam drama swasta tu, gaye-gaye nak muntah. and

Yes.. he vomitted

I told him

"Pandainyer anak ibu, next time nak muntah, masuk toilet ok"

and he just nodded..

well, even though it was the first time, but at least.. ter trainedlah jugak kan...

I think for the past few entries, I let myself drowned into a pool of emotion. Sometimes things should be said and done, and I felt blogging is a better place to express and throw my unsaid judgement.

Peak period is coming towards the end, but the more we run nearer to the last lane, the pressure istoo unbearable. How hard we tried to be more professional, the least we can separate between work and personal.

But, im lucky to have Mr Husband who support me from the back, even though we do have ups and down, but overall having him to rely on especially in taking care of Emir and the house, it such a beautiful gift that I could ever ask for.

Each and every year, Im just hoping this would be my last compliance as Im tired in taking care of people's heart especially client. Client is always right and honestly never in my previous years, I roll it deep down in my heart, but this particular client finally break my own records. I have few experienced like hell when the client becomes "naik hantu", but I did managed to control myself to forget. But this time, she was not fully scolded me, but the way she put it, I was severely frustrated and fed up.

But above all, ape yang I rase, tak same macam kawan I rase. MasyaAllah besarnyer dugaan dia terima dariNya di saat-saat kritikal macam ni. Dengan keje yang takkan habis and plus she is managing quite a difficult portfolios. I know she will read this blog, nothing much that I can do to help her. Aku rase aku dah cakap ape yang aku rase, and things happen for a reason. Just remember, I will always be there for you ok..

P/s Encik Husband, boleh kah anda update gambar Emir punyer Sports Day, nanti bile kite senang, kite update blog.

Saje letak gambar kat atas tu sebab series, I tak pernah tengok si Emran ni lompat setinggi itu.. huhu. Jangan tak tahu, laki i sekarang ni tengah sibuk nak diet. makan tak nak minyak, makan nasi dikurangkan.. sampai kan nugget pun kukus (buwekk tak sedap :p). Kadang-kadang tak syiok jugak tengok dia nak kurus sebab sesungguhnya saya belum lagi ade tande-tande mahu turunkan berat badan ini dengan secara serius.

Well, boleh kerat jarilah kalau ade orang datang kat Mira cakap, "Eh, Mira you dah kurus la", hai rase dah bertahun-tahun i tak dengar orang cakap macam tu. Ok, you tell me, perempuan mane lah yang tak nak ade body cantik, semua baju boleh masuk, pergi mane-mane kedai kat, nak cari size baju is not a problem. yes, I also dream of it.

But just to let you know, dari kecik sampai besar, i memang tergolong dalam kanak-kanak, remaja lebih size. The only year yang badan I turun secara mendadak mase I Form 4 sebab mase tu I was too active at MRSM. Tapi mase Form 5, dah start naik balik badan ni sebanya semua budak2 Form 5 dah tak yah nak aktif-aktif dah. My father called me as "Bulat" when I was a kid.

Yes, kadang-kadang tu memang you rase sangat lah low self confidence, sebab I rase diri I ni memang tak lawa. Ingat lagi kalau kat sekolah, benda yang paling I tak suke, timbang berat badan depan orang-orang lain sebab I tahu nombor saya adalah antara yang paling banyak sekali.

Itu zaman dulu-dulu, kalau mase mengandungkan Emir tu, memang confirm lah I main belasah je ape nak makan dengan harapan nanti mase pantang nak turunkan berat badan. But yes, since mase I pantang tu, more like hasil daya usaha sendiri, jadi takdelah nak bersungguh sangat. InsyaAllah, kalau lah ade rezeki dapat anak lagi sorang, I try nak cari upahkan orang yang betul2 boleh jage pantang pantang ni masa dalam pantang.

And now, I rase badan i ni lagi berat dari mase mengandungkan Emir and it is a normal situation for me bile jumpe orang dah yang bertahun tak jumpe, they will shock to see me "Mira, asal badan naik sangat ni.."

Nak kate tak terase 100% tipulah kan. tapi i still rase ok, but there is only one occasion, ade satu kakak kat ofis i ni dengan tak semena - mene..

"mira meh duduk ngan akak, derang ni kurus-kurus" I was like watt!! dia tu badan dia half than mine. Kalau yer pun nak kategori kan orang, biar lah betempat kan. See yourself first. Saya sangatlah jauh dari kategori dia yang dia sangke dia tu gemuk sangat. Mase tu memang terase giler and I bet dia memang tak tau I terase pun..

Dan salah satu lagi sebab nyer, husband saya tidak lah pernah nak mengur badan saya ke ape, kekadang tension jugak, sebab semua nyer elok sampai satu hari ni dia suruh I kuruskan sikit badan. Mase tu sikit pun tak terase, happy lagi ade sebab akhirnye ade jugak dia nak bagi komen.

But now, I dunno where to start. Saya memang suke makan nasik dan saya ni tergolong dalam orang orang yang kene makan nasik dan selain pade itu saya suke bende yang bergoreng dan panas. MAcam sotong goreng tepung, ayam masak kunyit.. itu memang favorite laa.

Teringin jugak nak mendaftarkan diri kat mane mane slimming centre program but yeah tidak mendapat kelulusan SIRIM dari boss dia - Mr. Emran. Actually dah setahun lebih jugak I macam tangguhkan nak kurus dengan alasan, nanti karang tetibe mengandung lagi, sia sia je program nak kurus, but until now, Tuhan Maha Kaya, rezeki yang nak dari tahun lepas tu tak sampai-sampai lagi. Tak payah la korang korang tanye yer bile nak lagi sorang, jawapan nyer memang nak tapi tak de rezeki lagi..

So berbalik pade tadi, sometimes orang orang kite ni tak de sensitiviti. Main cakappp je ape nak cakap, memang la negara ni demokrasi tapi kadang-kadang mulut kene simpan especially bab bab yang personal. "Eh asal dia makin gemuk ?""Eh, husband dia hensem ke" Sometimes kite kene stop bab2 personal attack ni.

Oklah, saje nak bebel2.. maklumlah bulan tension untuk saya.. tambah-tambah melayan client yang h ai.. "because of your things I have to come both weekends" sabar jelah.. aku ni tiap2 minggu datang weekend, balik malam lambat and I dont make it out loud to you. Honestly, being in this line, dengar orang kate dia BZ manjang, I rase nak cekik jer.. bz manjang but you still go back home before 7.

Sorrylah saya emo sikit.. :D

SHE is coming to my house tonight.. + tido sekali

Lets gossip bebeh :D

Hi and Salam

Sebenarnye tak de rase nak update blog, tapi macam terpanggil untuk taip sesuatu selepas tengok video ni.. Please click here if you are interested to watch. Caution: mothers please do think twice ok. I took this video from Nina's friend.

Honestly, leaving behing my ex-maid with Emir did haunt me up until now. Rase itulah kesalahan besar yang I buat sepanjang besarkan Emir. Bukannyer ape, saya memang dibesarkan bersama pembantu-pembantu rumah. Walaupun I datang dari adik beradik yang ramai, I might say, my mum was very lucky sebab majoriti maid maid mak I semua nyer Ok. adalah sorang dua, tapi still considered ok dan saya mempunyai perception, nursery is not the best place to place your kids. I mean kalau demam semua demam, kalau sakit semua sakit. Thats my perception.

Dan sebab itu pade mulenye saya terpanggil menghabiskan duit saya sebanyak RM6k untuk ambik maid. Mase tu umur Emir 8 bulan, dan saya tak nak menyusahkan maid mak saye yang baik hati tu. dan mase tu jugak bulan Mac di mana saya dah start busy, sebab kalau maid mak i jage anak i, it means that she has to sleep quite late to finish her works / house chores. dan confirm bulan-bulan itu saya balik lambat.

Yes, I stayed with my mum at that time, but my mum is a working mother. Dia bukan macam nenek-nenek dulu yang ade mase nak belek cucu ke ape. Dia balik pun dah penat, adik-adik still sekolah and still needs attention from my mum - homework lah tuition lah.. So thats the reason, tak nak menyusah kan orang, I took the option to have a maid.

Bile sampai, badan dia besar, suara dia lembut, muke tak macam Indon and memang pade mule I nampak dia ni quite literate which it was easier for me to teach her. She came in March and that time I stayed with my mum. Sampai lah bulan Oktober in the same year, lepas dapat kunci I amik decision to move to my new house.

My parents was bit worried when I voiced out to move out of the house. Memang mase dekat rumah mak i pun, adik I ade bagi tau maid ni amik barang-barang, even she took my night gown ok. Tapi i just pekak kan telinge and didnt say any word sebab i rase dia jage anak i ok. Tak de issue. dan yang pasti saya tahu dia ni memang malas.

Yes, I moved to my new house. and yes, saye tinggalkan Emir 100% alone with her. Dan sampai sekarang, saya rase menyesal tak pujuk Emran betul2 untuk letak CCTV, dah plan tapi asyik tangguh jer.

As i said before, dia ni memang pemalas. Selalu terpikir, ape lah dia buat satu hari dekat rumah, dengan baju i tak bercuci, mop lantai pun jarang dan saya, I rase i adalah sorang majikan yang sangat baik. Saya menagku another big mistake is saya tak pernah marah dia. Sebabnyer, saye terfikir, kalau marah dia, saya bukan tahu ape dia buat dekat anak saya nanti. So saye biar je. But in front of us, seriously I tak de rase yang dia ni nak lari dari rumah.

DAN SAYA TAK RASE DIA NAK PUKUL EMIR KE APE..

Mase dia nak lari rumah, memang dia sangat pemalas, baju tak cuci, masak ala kadar, tapi I diamkan jer. Tak kuasa nak marah. and i know dia curi and amik duit kiterang. I pernah buat spotcheck and yes, ade jumpe barang-barang but again, I tak marah dia. Depan kiterang dia memang lah baik.

Ramai orang cakap kat I jangan bagi muke, but seriously I tak pernah sekali pun tengok mak i marah my maid. Geram ade tapi dia tak pernah tengking maid ni macam i penah tengok orang lain tengking maid. My mum was not like that and I learnt this from her.

Sampai lah dia lari pun, I menangis giler-giler, sebab I tak paham kenape I ni yang baik sangat ni, dia still nak lari dan saya rase sangat tertipu. Takkan lah dia jage Emir pade kecik, dia tak de rase kesian langsung dekat Emir and dia memang sedia maklum mase dia lari tu, I was damn busy with my peak period. Balik lambat all the time. And mase tu jugak Emir dalam 1 tahun 8 bulan gitu. Sebab kebaikan dia dekat Emir tulah, yang buatkan saya malas nak marah-marah dia. Untuk I, I rase dia jage Emir sampai jugak ape yang I expect.

Until.........

I sent Emir to the nursery. I tak sure lah betul ke tak, b ut the teacher told us ade kesan-kesan lebam macam kene cubit dekat peha Emir. Macam orang kate lah, takkan la I tak perasan, I rase I memang perasan tapi I rase sebab I tertutup dengan kononnyer kebaikan dia, I rase lebam-lebam tu macam kene gigit nyamuk macam gitulah. Sampai sekarang, saya dok terpikir ape lah lagi yang dia buat yang I tak tau, and I memang menyesal jugak..

Walaupun hidup I sekarang kelam kabut, penat nyer bukan main, tapi hati i tenang. I tak pyah nak fikir masalah orang lain yang bukan dari keluarge I. I tak yah nak risau-risau pasal Emir dan saya sangat gembira dengan perubahan Emir. KAlau tak kerana dia tak lari, I takkan hantar dia ke sekolah.

memang mak i agak disagree sikit i hantar nursery. Dia memamng kate kesian Emir, kecik-kecik dah kene kejut mandi pergi sekolah padahal umur dia, dia patut ade banyak kebebasan. But i think I dont have a choice unless my mum dah retire and able to watch the maid all the time.

Kadang-kadang teringin jugak nak maid, especially jage kebersihan rumah. I seriously nak sangat rumah i 24 hours guest ready. Memang saya teringin nak panggil weeekly maid, mati-mati I mintak permission from my hubby tapi dia tak bagi. Once a week ke, sekali dua minggu pun tak pe, but still dia tak bagi. Paling i nak, I dont want to see any more kesan-kesan maid I dulu dekat rumah I, but until now, the room is still the same. no changes from the first day she left. Honestly, bende ni laa yang paling I frust sekali. But yeah, wife is always be a wife and syurga isteri bawah tapak kaki suami.

So do I need a maid in the future, most probably yes. But yeah, buat mase sekarang ni I tak terpikir langsung lagi, except for the weekly maid.

p/s sorry laa bahasa berterabur sikit

As you know, my parents are currently working in United States. Therefore, we took this ooportunity to sell

COACH bags..

Coach lovers open your eyes ya!! It just me, tak de mase lagi nak upload gambar, and I do wait for the Coach-es safely arrive here in Malaysia..

more designer bags are expected to be part of this blog!! and my mum said, she accepts pre-order for any designer bag provided that the boutique is either in Maryland, Delaware or Washington D.C.

Sekian terima kasih..

'Mommy thingy' from Mama Asrar.

1. Admit one thing you feel awful about (involving being a mom). Once you have written it down, you are no longer allowed to feel bad. Remember you are a good mom!

A piece of advise, if you are married, please forget to work in any audit firm cos it makes you go crazy. Seriously, as for me, this year, is the worst compliance ever, im tired physically and mentally. Because of this crazy work that I have to carry on, its possible for me to spend more time with my beloved Emir and its been a while I didnt borak-borak panjang with his teachers, ape tah lagi ambil dan menghantar anakku sayang ini ke sekolah.

And the worst part.dapur i tak berasap.. I hate the fact that my hubby and my son eat outside food for almost one or two months. Im not a great cook but if possible, I would love them to eat, chew and swallow my air tangan ini..

2. List 7 things you love about your kids, you love doing with your kids, or that your kids love about you.

1. Emir loves whatever food I like.. seriously.. tak caye tanye Emran
2. Everyday is a new day for me especially listening to his new vocabs. Nowadays, he loves to say "Ohh dear" wherever barang jatuh ke, atau ape bende yang tak kene
3. Emir is a stubborn and determined boy, Kalau putih putihlah, no hitam biru coklat atau sebagainya
4. He is a computer freak, I might say, with his age, i think he is very good in operating the computer. From switching on the computer, bukak any application that he likes (games, youtube, paint) and switching off the computer is normal for him. Sudah banyak orang terkejut tengok dia main game dan menang. (simple game laa kan) and... I dont think I like it laa kan sebab he is too young to be introduced to a computer.. But sometimes I dunno how to avoid it since hubby couldnt live without Internet at all
5. I love his smile, loves his smile..hatiku boleh cair in a split second
6. Sangat lemah when he says "Abu hug me please" or "Abu dont cry, Emir ade" .. isnt he lovely..
7. Suke tidor lambat, and bangun lambat.. haish.. tak sesuai kan..

3. Send this to 5 other moms of the year that deserve a reminder that they too are the best moms that they can be. Remember to send them a note letting them know you have selected them, and also add a link to your post that directs people back to the person who nominated you.

Sape-sape pun boleh..

Credit to Mama Asrar