Help meI am totally and frantically bored. Oh man, early in the morning, i had this arguments with my brother and the husband also. And when i stepped into the office, they were less than 10 people staring the computers. Aha. But, when Naz came into the office, she throw me with this big smile and there she was, holding an envelope, i know i know it was the payslips and a letter to notify our YEAH!! BONUS!! Something to cheer me up.
But again, there is nothing that can help me to reduce my keboringan yang teramat. I have done everything, from blog hopping, log on to the friendster and view each and every page. but still it wasnt enough. damn damn, hoping that HotMama is around, ye la mane lah tahu kan orang kat Plaza Damas nak datang dekat Pusat Bandar Damansara. Hehe, but she is on her vacation.
Saya boring saya boring saya boring. How i wish Emir can talk over the phone, boleh borak borak.
Foster parentsBefore i write further, Emir's picture has got nothing to do with the latter post. Well, the rest of the world knows that being a mother is the greatest gift for a woman. Having your own blood, raising them with your own way and nurture them with your power of love. But overall, we have to admit that not everyone has this opportunity. Some may have to wait and trying different kind of methods to conceive, but some wont have a chance at all. It is what Allah has planned for us. Rezeki masing-masing berbeza.
When we was in the hospital, our neighbour, i mean next bed, has a three year old daughter. it was a sad story to share on why this little sweet girl admitted to the hospital. But anyway, that was not the story. Later, we found out that the parents are not the biological parents. They have got married for six years before they make a decision to adopt their friend's daughter.
To me, for whatever reason it is, i salute for those foster parents. It changed my perspective towards that person. Simple example, Misha Omar. Honestly, before, i dont like her style and her personalilty, but since she adopted a boy, now i might say even though im not her big fan, but at least she attracts my attention whenever she is on the paper.
It is not easy to shower your love to a "stranger". You must have the spirit of willing to share your homes, money, time and energy. Besar pahala, but if you ask me it is quite diffiuclt to practise it. Being a foster parent is a beautiful things that we could do. usually those children are coming from poor family, therefore they need extra attention from the foster parents to providethem with emotionally and mentally support.
That is why i feel very disturbing reading the paper or magazine about reasons some of the teenagers run away from home. Sebabnya, terkejut sebab mak ayah tu bukan mak sendiri. Do they know about the word caring? Why dont they appreciate the difficulties that they have went through? Hmm..
May be im too carried away with the topic, but im just givingmy thougts. Ok Emir dah jage, TAMAT MASE
Gambar lepas keluar dari Studio. To be exact, lepas menang. With my two sis - Ainun n Ainaa I was on TV yesterdayRamai orang tahu, Puan Amira ni sangat suka masuk contest. Tak tau la ape yang buatkan dia suka, tapi memang Puan Amira ni pantang je tengok contest nak masuk. Sekarang ni sejak ada anak agak kurang sikit la, kalau tak Puan Amira ni akan mengisi masa lapang, masuk online contest. Sekarang Puan Amira dah malas sikit la nak pikir slogan-slogan ni.
Masuk TV? heheh, dalam tahun 2004, Puan Amira masuk Roda Impian. Menang la jugak dalam RM1,920. Semalam, Puan Amira masuk Kuiz Teka Teki. Rasanya ramai yang tak tahu Kuiz Teka Teki. Pukul 5.30 petang setiap hari Isnin hingga Rabu. Tak menarik sebab hadiah dia pun tak menarik.
Tapi yang best, Puan Amira menang, tak banyak pun tapi Puan Amira dapatlah RM500 lebih kaya pada orang lain walaupun diberitahu, TV3 hanya akan masukkan duit dalam dua bulan akan datang.
Hehehe. Tak de siapa pun tahu. Puan Amira pun tak cerita dekat MIL. hehe, malu takut kalah. Lagipun suka suka je masuk. Oklah Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha. Menu kami esok - ayam masak merah, rendang udang dan rendang daging bersama lemang dan nasi putih. Maklumlah ibu tiada, jadi masak pun simple sahaja. Setakat nak lapik perut kami adik beradik.
Btw, my mum's maid melarikan diri pagi tadi. Tak guna betul. Awal-awal lagi aku dah cakap dekat semua orang yang aku tak berkenan dengan dia. See, my first impression is always right. Yang penting, dia tak larikan anak aku. Dan dia juga setakat ni tidak mengambil harta kesayangan kami sekeluarga. Lantak ko lah, menyusahkan diri sendiri. Nak kate kiterang garang, u can ask our family how we treat our maid. Saje nak lepas geram kat sini. Yang geram adik aku yang manelah kasik tau mak bapak aku kat Mekah tu. Geram betul. Derang dah risau dah. Punyelah pesan, jgn kasik tau, bagi derang concentrate untuk haji. Saffuan is it u? Jiji? Nak kene budak-budak ni.
Habislah, since i post this story in this blog, akan ramai la suku sakat, sedara mara yang akan tahu. Hehe. well im always the informer. Really hope that you will not spread out the story sampai membuatkan kedua ibu bapa di Mekah tidak tenteram. We r fine here, semua dah besar-besar, pandai lah kiterang. Moral of the story: NEVER TRUST YOUR MAID. Anyway, alhamdulillah my own maid steady lagi. Sekian terima kasih.
I've been tagged by Momma-Mia1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
Emir
2. What were you doing at 0800?
Waiting for Hubby
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Review letter
4. What happened to you in 2006?
Gave birth to Emir
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
Same like HM - Emir.. No!!
6. How many beverages did you have today?
One - Kuih
7. What color is your hairbrush?
Surprisingly, i dont have
8. What was the last thing you paid for?
Food - for my breakfast
9. Where were you last night?
At home, playing with Emir
10. What color is your front door?
Gray
11. Where do you keep your change?
Purse.
12. What’s the weather like today?
Cloudy
13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
Chocolate
14. What excites you?
Spending money without being scolded
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes please.
16. Are you over the age of 25?
I am 25
17. Do you talk a lot?
Yes
18. Do you watch the O.C.?
Nope
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Dr Steven from Grey's Anatomy. hehe
20. Do you make up your own words?
Yes .
21.Are you a jealous person?
Not really
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
Ain
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Khairi
24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Rumah
25. What does the last text message you received say?
ka mira, ka lung tolong nitip warsi ? adi -- dunt ask me, i also dun understand
26. Do you chew on your straw?
No
27. Do you have curly hair?
Not so curly
28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
TV3
29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
Hmm.. this is tough. cant think any
30. What was the last thing you ate?
Nasi
31. Will you get married in the future?
Tell me who one to get married twice??
32.What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
Gol & Gincu
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
My two E - Emran & Emir
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Just now
35. Are you currently depressed?
Yes
36. Did you cry today?
No.
37. Why did you answer and post this?
Tagged by Mommamia and feel like it
38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
Mmm.. Hana, ira, mommy Hafiy, Ani, ainil
AlhamdulillahFor the past two weeks, Emir was not well, and Alhamdulillah now i might say that he is doing great except that he has running nose and the phlegm is still there but.. very mild. I have learnt a lot through out the process - to be patient and grateful. I will definitely share my experience perhaps in the next post.
Anyway, things getting tougher that I thought. All comes simultaneously. Works + personal life. Yeah. Adding up, I am unwell. My father told me that this is dugaan. Ada orang yang lagi susah pada kita. Its true.
Oh ya, picture above was our second family outing after a while. Yesterday, we went to KLCC and today to Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. Bawak Emir jalan-jalan. Let him meet his peers. Lame sangat tak rase tempat selain Tesco. FYI, Encik Husband is Tesco's loyal customer. :)
Hmm, I feel very bad bad and bad. Why? As I told you earlier, I dont have many cousins, but I havent had a chance to wish them..
Congratulations on your engagement and
Congratulations on your Graduation!! And she's back!!
Sorry..
Blogging from Hospital SelayangEmir
Hari ini hari Ahad. Dah 3 hari Emir dekat sini. Sini tu Hospital Selayang. Sekarang ni Emir tak de, so boleh la Ibu pegang Internet kejap.
Khamis, 6 Disember 2007
Ibu balik rumah. Nasib baik hari tu Ibu balik awal sikit. Balik je, Ibu tengok Emir semput-semput, tapi Emir biaselah, main je. Ibu dok sibuk basikal. Ibu tengok Emir tak berhenti-henti batuk. Makcik Warsi bagi tahu Ibu, makcik kate, Emir satu hari batuk tak berhenti-henti. Lepas tu makcik bagi tahu, yang ni kire ok sikit sebab Emir dah boleh bangun. Kalau tak emir baring je.
maghrib, Ibu tengok emir ni macam makin teruk, sebab batuk tak berhenti-henti. Tak boleh jadi, Ibu ajak papa bawak Emir pergi Klinik dekat dengan rumah. Doktor kat situ bagi nab dekat Emir. Huh, itulah pertama kali emir pakai gas tu. Emir tahu tak Emir nangis sepanjang-panjang pakai gas tu. Bukan setakat nangis, berguling-guling. Ibu pegang kepala ngan nab, papa pegang tangan Emir, misi dekat situ pegang kaki Emir.
Bile malam tu je, Ibu tahu Emir dah ngantuk. Makcik Warsi pun bagi tahu Emir tak tidor lagi satu hari. Tapi Emir susah betul nak tido, sebab emir batuk tak berhenti-henti. Yang ibu geram tu, Emir batuk sekali dengan kahak. Tapi sebab emir kecik lagi so emir tak tahu macam mane nak buang kahak. malam tu emir muntah sampai empat kali, tapi ibu suke emir muntah sebab emir buang semua kahak emir.
malam tu pun macam dah agak, ibu message kawan ofis ibu, kate ibu tak pergi keje pagi. malam tu pun ibu ngantuk, emir pun ngantuk. Ibu tak boleh tidor langsung. batuk batuk dan batuk. Semput tu ade lah tapi tak seteruk batuk. dalam pukul 4 pagi tu pulak, badan Emir panas semacam, so ibu terus bagi ubat demam dekat Emir.
Jumaat, 7 Disember2007
Pagi-pagi lagi, ibu dengan papa jadik serba salah. Cadang ibu, ibu nak pergi kerje dulu kejap lepas tu EL petang. Emir dalam lepas subuh baru nak tidur dengan nyenyak. Sebab emir tidur nyenyak ibu malas la nak kejut. Kesian. Tapi ibu dan papa dah agak dah, ibu bangun je nak mandi, tak lame lepas tu Emir pun bangun. Ape lagi, Ibu terus tukar pampers emir je. Emir tak mandi lagi, ibu usung emir masuk dalam kerete pergi jumpa Dr. Wati (Note: paed Emir).
yes, emir memang semput. Jumpe dr. wati, dr wati kate, kalau macammane advisable emir masuk ward. Doktor bagi option, kalau nak duduk rumah pun boleh tapi every 4 hours kene datang klinik amik nab. Doktor tu pun bagi tahu, nak masuk Damai pun boleh tapi dr. pun worried jugak takut bil tinggi sangat. ye lah sebab ibu ngan papa kene bayar sendiri, no panel. So. dr pun advise ke hospital selayang.
Lepas ke damai, kiterang ke hospital selayang. biaselah nak tunggu giliran lame kan, tapi dekat sini lame die pun tak de lah lame sangat. Boleh la. emir kene nab, uish kat sini lagi teruk emir nangis, berguling-guling. Semua lalu tengok Emir. Emir pun kene buat x-ray jugak, derang nak tengok Emir punye paru-paru. yes, memang Emir kene admitted.
Gambar ni on the way mase Emir nak masuk wad. Derang nak letak oksigen kat dalam hidung Emir, so misi tu suruh ibu duduk dekat atas wheel chair tu sebab oksigen tu berat. hai, as usual, nak masuk kkan bende tu dalam hidung Emir.. hehe biase lah. nangis.
Every 4 hours Emir kene nab, lame-lame Emir pun dah tak kisah dah. But still Emir ikut mood, kalau Emir nak nangis, emir nangis je. kesian ibu tengok baby kat sebelah ni, Emir nangis, baby tu pun tak selesa nak tido.
Emir semput-semput, doktor kate Emir ade feringitis (Ok, ibu tak tau macam mane nak eje) tapi virus tu effect Emir punyer tekak. Lung emir pun ade sikit infection. Paling ibu tak boleh lupe bile doktor nak amik darah Emir. Mule-mule derang bagi ibu kat sebelah Emir, tapi bile doktor tu cucuk emir darah tak dapat, derang suruh ibu keluar pade bilik tu. ya Allah, mase tu Emir nangis kuatnyer. Lame Emir dalam bilik prosedur tu. Bile doktor panggil Emir masuk dalam balik, ibu tengok tempat kene cucuk tu dah tukar belah lain. Tangan kanan Emir tu ade dua tempat cucuk. Ape nak buat kan.
Sabtu, 8 Disember 2007
Malam tu (Jumaat malam sabtu), Emir tidur tak selesa, Emir belum betul-betul elok lagi. Lege Ibu Emir masuk hospital, sebab Emir memang tak nak makan langsung, Emir nak susu Ibu je. Bende lain semua Emir tak nak. Sebab kan tu, Emir kene pakai drip. Susah betul nak control Emir. Sebab Emir tak paham bahasa, Emir rimas bende tu dekat tangan Emir sebab Emir tak boleh nak jalan-jalan.
malam tu badan Emir panas. Panas yang betul panas. Ntah-ntah, letak telur pun boleh masak. misi amik temperature emir, tahu tak berape. 39 degree ok, terus emir kene letak ubat kat punggung. malam tu jugak kene lap-lap kan emir. Kesian, dah la semput, demam panas pulak tu. Wheezing pun kuat jugak. malam tu pun ibu ngan papa stand by je. Pukul 4 pagi ibu ngan papa borak2 lagi. Ye laa emir bukan nyer selese pun.
Pagi tu specialist datang. Memang badan Emir panas, doktor tu pesan dekat misi suruh buat tepid sponging. Nasib baik la ibu bace blog mama Gib, ibu dah tau tepid sponging tu ape. Doktor suruh misi buat, tapi what can u expect, elok je lepas doktor tu pergi, misi tu datang. die mintak ibu buat sendiri. Ibu tak kisah pun. tapi tak delah tepid nyer, sponging je.
Emir petang tak boleh duduk diam. Sebab ibu nak tukar baju emir, misi tu bukak drip emir. Huish, happy lah anak ibu ni. Pergi playground, ikut papa pergi kedai. Tapi bile malam, hehe, kene pasang balik emir dah mati kutu.
Malam tu seperti biase, emir akan tidur awal llepas tu terjage tengah malam. Haha kelakar, emir mati kutu tak tau nak buat ape. Nasib baik la tok Jang, datang jenguk emir belikan nasik ayam.So dalam kul 1 pagi tu, emir dok la kacau-kacau nasik ayam tu. At least ade bende jugak la yang buat emir boleh duduk atas katil. Tapi of cos la, tumpah-tumpah nasik tu.
Hari ni barulah Emir nak makan sikit. Dapat la dalam 6 suap Emir makan nasik ayam
Ahad, 9 Disember 2007
Emir tido dlaam pukul berape ntah ibu pun tak sure, Malam tu emir tak mengada sangat, so emir tido nyenyak, ibu pun tidor nyenyak sampai ibu termiss nak bagi nab dekat emir pukul 5 pagi :D.
Ibu tengok memamng emir makin better. Makan bubur hari ni. Demam pun dah kebah, Wheezing pun dah kurang, semput dah tak de. Ibu memang nak sangat emir keluar hospital, tapi dr. specialist tak kasik and emir kene tahan lagi sehari lagi. Takpe lah yang penting emir sihat. Ini bermakna banyak nyer ibu tak pergi office di bulan Disember ini. Hehe, Tak tau laa kan. This is not something yang dibuat, this is unavoidable.
Oh, hari ni Emir nangis sekuat-kuatnyer. Mentang-mentang dah ok sikit. So emir nak turun, nak jalan. Tapi tak boleh sebab drip tu ade lagi. Emir nangis seteruk teruknye, last last doktor tu bagi emir bukak drip. Suke la, sikit-sikit nak pergi tengok bilik orang, nak keluar dari bilik. Buat bising, kesian baby kat sebelah.
Paling best, tangan kiri emir yang berbalut tu, dah macam - macam color, sebab emir cube nak makan coklat dengan tangan kiri la, pergi celup tangan dalam bubur mase ibu nak suapkan emir. Naughty erk.. ok laa. when ever u read this entry, i hope u know that, we always there for you..
No titleIm actively searching and hunting.
If you do understand what i am talking about, do buzz me. nyeh nyeh
Anyway, Emir dah recover. Alhamdulillah. Now, he is gaining his weight back and it means that, when he jumps on my tummy, it would be more AUCH AUCH!! And you know what, he now knows "shame shame tak malu" !! AHA..