Happy 1st Birthday My Darling Emir

Sebelum Ibu cakap banyak-banyak, diminta kepada papa Emir, sila cari hard disk tu sampai dapat. :(

Emir, sekejap je Ibu rase 1 tahun dah berlalu. Tahun lepas, lebih kurang masa macam ni, Ibu bangun awal. Sebab doktor pesan Ibu kene stopped makan pukul 8 pagi. Sebenarnya Ibu tak da lah kisah tak makan, tapi sebab ini pengalaman pertama Ibu, mestilah Ibu berdebar-debar. Tapi yang pasti, masa ni Ibu dah tak sabar nak tengok muka anak Ibu.

Pagi-pagi lagi masa ni papa bangun dan carikan untuk Ibu nasi lemak sotong. Almaklum lepas tu Ibu kena pantang dan nak kena bagi perut Ibu kenyang sikit. Jadual bedah pukul 2.30 tapi pukul 8 pagi je doktor suruh Ibu stop makan.

Baju Emir, baju Ibu dah lama Ibu packing, jadi tak ada lah ibu kelam kabut sangat masa nak ke hospital. Sampai ke hospital, papa pergi parking kereta, Ibu turun dulu. Ibu siap bawak turun beg sendiri lagi. Beli pergi ke kaunter, receptionist tu terkejut bila Ibu kate Ibu nak operation petang tu. Misi tu cakap, Ibu tak nampak macam orang yang dah sarat.



Ibu rasa Ibu bertuah sebab sepanjang mengandungkan Emir, Ibu tak de morning sickness. Sekali je Ibu muntah, kalau tak silap Ibu masa tu bukan Ibu mual tapi Ibu makan banyak. Masa tengah sarat, Ibu masih lagi cuci bilik air, bukan papa tak kasik, ibu yang degil. Dan paling ibu kagum dengan diri ibu, ibu dapat lalu peak period. Peak period tu ape, yang tu Emir kene tunggu besar sikit baru Emir faham.. Emir tahu tak dua tiga hari sebelum Emir lahir, Ibu pergi ofis siapkan keje Ibu sampai pukull 3 pagi. Nasib baik papa teman dekat ofis.

Persiapan nak kene bedah tu, adoi.. kalau Ibu ingat balik, sangat Ibu tak suka. Ibu ni dah lah penakut. Ramai betul nurse-nurse tu keliling sebab nak bagi orang calm down. Memang teruk kan.

Masa Ibu kene tolak masuk Labor Room, itulah masa paling takut sekali. Walaupun Papa ada, tapi doktor tak bagi papa masuk sampai labor room. Ada dua doktor, satu gynea satu lagi pakar bius. Banyak betul tempat Ibu kene cucuk, tapi nasib baik Ibu separu sedar jadi Subhanallah Ibu dapat dengar Emir menangis masa keluar dari perut Ibu. Ibu ingat doktor tu tanya Ibu "What do you think, boy or girl" Ibu cakap "Boy". Lepas tu doktor tunjuk Emir dekat Ibu dengan darah yang tak dibasuh lagi.



Masa tu Emir masih lagi tak berhenti menangis, doktor kene cepat, sebab Emir sejuk, doktor bagi Ibu cium Emir. Lembut betul pipi Emir. Doktor sempat kate "Putihlah anak awak". Ibu senyum. Ha ah, putih lah anak Ibu. Alhamdulillah.

Tapi sebab Ibu kena operate, Ibu ambil masa nak pegang Emir. Doktor pesan, kalau Ibu nak cepat susukan Emir, ibu kena belajar duduk cepat-cepat. Ini satu lagi dugaan. Bila Ibu hilang ubat bius, barulah terasa sakit nya dekat perut. Malam tu Ibu membebel je dekat Papa, sudah lah tak selesa sebab sakit belakang ,sakit pulak dekat perut tu. yang ni doktor suruh duduk pulak. Tapi tak sampai sehari, Ibu cuba jugak duduk, alhamdulillah dengan bantuan Papa, Ibu boleh duduk, tapi sakit nya..



Ibu hanya boleh pegang Emir masa Emir umur 3 hari. You look so innocent. Emir tak nangis pun masa tu. Doktor suruh Ibu susukan Emir, tapi Ibu bagi tahu doktor, Ibu tak da susu.. Doktor cakap try dan betullah miracle, akhirnya keluar jugak susu Ibu. Tapi masa tu emir tak reti, jadi SAKIT tau tak :D

SEKARANG.. Emir dah setahun, dah banyak dah Emir belajar. Itulah ciptaan Allah, ibu tak sedar pun masa dah berlalu setahun. Ibu tak sedar pun, Emir sekarang ni dah ada 7 batang gigi. Sekarang Emir dah pandai demand, kalau nak apa-apa, Emir dah tahu ekspreskan bende yang Emir nak. Emir dah tau tunjuk, Emir dah tahu menangis yang mengada-ngada. Selagi Ibu dengan Papa tak bagi, selagi itulah Emir akan demand.

Emir pun dah pandai gelak terkekek-kekek. Kalau Ibu balik kerja, sejuk je hati Ibu bile Emir terus merangkak dengan senyum sampai ke telinga ke Ibu. Hilang rasa penat. Hilang rasa tension.



Emir tahu tak Emir kuat makan. Samalah macam Ibu dan Papa. :D. Pagi petang siang malam Emir makan bubur. Bubur + brokoli + carrot + ayam/ikan merah/salmon + kentang. Emir dah pandai memilih,pernah jugak Ibu try bagi bayam, tapi Emir takmau. Emir reject.

Kalau nampak kunci, kelam kabut Emir akan cari siapa yang nak keluar rumah. Habis barang yang tengah dimain ditinggalkan. Kadang-kadang bende tulah Ibu dan Papa buat umpan kalau Emir merangkak jauh sangat. Yelah, Emir ni bukan boleh duduk diam, dah tak larat kadang-kadang Ibu dan Papa nak kejar. Sekejap je dah sampai tangga, sekejap je dah panjat kerusi, sekejap je dah turun pada katil..

Paling best sebab Ibu dan Papa tak sabar tunggu iklan, tak pun TV3 punya iklan. Sebab.. kalau ada iklan, Emir duduk diam diam depan TV. Behave sikit.



Dulu masa duduk dalam kereta, Ibu boleh relaks borak-borak dengan Papa. Sekarang, Emir tak duduk diam, ade je idea nak tekan radio tekan air con, tekan tingkap. Pendek kate, mate Ibu tak boleh lari dari tengok tangan Emir. Emir ni kalau duduk tempat papa, paling Emir suke main wiper.. Lampu Emir tak heran sebab Emir tak nampak. Tapi kalau wiper, Emir suke tengok bende tu gerak kiri dan kanan..

Ooh, Emir pun dah pandai joget. Pantang nampak lagu yang rancak sikit, mula lah goyangkan badan. Paling terkejut, Emir ni enjoy lagu "Joget Lambak" - Adam. Papa pun nsibuk lah cari klip Adam sebab tau anak die suke tengok.

Kalau Ibu atau Papa bukak laptop. Emir pun sibuk nak tolong. So, ibu akan bukak barney punyer website. Sebab Emir akan duduk diam, tak punggahkan almari tak koyak kertas. emir tahu tak, dah berape besar Emir koyak Wan punyer wallpaper. Ada gambar Ibu simpan, nanti besar esok tengok lah wallpaper ni.

Ibu nampak Emir ni ikut Papa tang buat kerja. Kalau Emir sibuk layan satu bende, tunjuk ape sikit pun Emir tak tengok. Sama macam papa, kalau buat keje, Ibu panggil buat bodoh je.. Emir pun same. Ibu umpan lah apa-apa pun, muka Ibu pun die tanak pandang...



Bile Emir nak pandai jalan?? Tak sabar betul ibu nak tengok Emir punyer first step. Betul lah orang cakap, kalau mulut banyak lambat jalan. Emir memang mulut banyak, maklumlah ramai yang melayan.. Emir pun dah pandai jugak jawab call walaupun setakat ya ya ya ya ba ba ba ba.. Bile nak cakap Ibuuuuuuuuuuuu???

Oklah Emir, dah panjang betul.. Ibu nak packing pulak... Lepas ni kite off to Perak. Hari ni Ibu n Papa cuti, Ibu dah ambik lama dah cuti ni, ingatkan nak bawak Emir ke Zoo. tapi papa kate kite ke Perak. Papa ada industrial Visit, so kite pergi jalan-jalan sekali.

Banyak kawan Ibu tanya, tak buat party untuk Emir ke.. Ibu rasa Ibu akan buat sekali dengan house warming, tapi mungkin dua bulan pada sekarang kot.. :D ok.. Ibu sayang Emir.. Happy Birthday sayang

Jangan menyusahkan orang lain

Sometimes when you are so secretive, people will tend to make assumption on whatever happens surrounds you especially when people around you knows that you are transparent and talkative.

Well, Im not making any assumption here. But, right now I am so uncomfortable to hear about this "resignation". Words have been circulated in my office that another colleague of mine and myself are planning to resign. To be honest, everyone has their own plan, but to me at this point of time it just the girls talk among us.

Well, when 2 girls are talking, nothing else rather than gossiping or talking about yourself. So, it goes back to trustworthy. For me, I trust my colleague who listens to my ramblings and my thoughts, and I do not expect them to extend my ramblings to anyone especially my boss. Am i right?

So readers, please learn to keep secret, learn to be trusted. And dont jump into conclusion. Yes, we are in democratic country, you can talk whatever you want, but dont forget there is always a limit. Jangan sampai nak menyusahkan orang lain.

We (my colleague and I) are shocked and puzzled cos our boss nicely knows our plan. Well, the way boss asked us, we are nearer to know who speculated this "news". Macam bagus!! Luckily our boss, she is quite understandings despite knowing that we are .... (ape2 je lah). To my colleague who read this post, trust me, I dont have any plan to go right now unless this Company offers me a job and you know what Company it is..

And again, belajarlah tak menyusahkan orang lain.. and I do remind myself too..

Soalan: Adakah saya tengah marah.. Ya, saya memang tengah marah. Geram.

Video ni tak de kene mengena dengan cerita kat bawah. Tengoklah Emir tanpa rasa bersalah nya ketuk handphone and tengoklah bapaknyer tak kisah pun anak die main ngan handphone.. and sekarang handphone tu dah mengong sikit, so memang susah giler nak contact bapak die (geram!!)

Time flies

I clearly remembered my wedding preparation. Yeah like any other brides, we always wanted the perfect memories that cant last. And mind u, the groom couldnt stop clicking their eyes to see how we spent their money. hehe.. That time, you name it, bridal fair, magazines, wedding gallery, bunga telur, and even slimming centre.. haha - in short, I never failed to at least window shopping to get the best price.. and I did..

Even though the wedding was not perfectly smooth, Hana ingat tak mase nak berarak tu, bunga tak de, n u running here n there cari bunga.. and INGAT TAK u lost ur temper coz u hv to change baju merah yang tak iron tu :D but it was such a memory.

Then.. next stage.. during my pregnancy. As a first time mommy to be, of cos you dream that your child will get the best of all. Again, with perut yang memboyot, I wouldnt mind to shop at any stores and it ends up, my baby will get more than what is needed. Hehe.. Not only that, I equipped myself with new knowledge .. Vitamins, type of stroller, type of breast pump, baby cot and etc.. And whatever it is, pregnancy period is the greatest feeling EVER!! Hubby will get extremely jealous when Emir was kicking his Ibu and it can be seen from my tummy. Macam ade bende melompat lompat.. hehe.. and to that, i want to get pregnant again.. Haha

And now, moving to our own new house. At this moment, even though money is our constraint, but it couldnt stop us to enjoy our new addiction - berlagak macam orang banyak duit, pergi kedai best-best, pretends that we can afford it. Haha.. Im telling you, my hubby is the best actor for this role.. :d

Anyway, I might say we deserve it. We did get the good price - from grill to furniture. Again, as our budget is very limited, it goes back to necessity rather than nak bergaya. Tak mampu lagi. But anyway, you can ask me what you want, and I can recommend you where to go and NOT to go :D..

And that is circle of life.. One stage to another.. and it shows how old you are..

Marah



Muke ape ni?? Marah?? Tak suke?? Tension?? That is how i define myself right now.. Hmmpph... I will be on BIG thing tomorrow. Anyway, happy birthday to Wei Nee

Emir before I cut his hair

Even though this pic is quite dark, but i really looveeeeeee this shot.. Why?? because Emir looks innocent.. isnt he?? Taken a minute before i cut his hair.. sikit je, tak kasik tutup mate, but the result really makes my hubby screamed "Oii, habislah rambut anak aku".. :D Not my fault coz Emir couldnt sit still. But not bad, not many people realized it was Abu Bakar Elah style..

Happy Father's day

Baba.. thank you for everything. I have written this one sentence for more than ten times, but I realized nothing in this world can describe your love for us in words..

To my beloved husband aka friend n lover.. I am grateful to have you as the father of my son and I am proud to have you as my husband..

and I love you so much..

p/s xjd nak upload pic.. lame giler..

We are deeply in love.. Even it is getting stronger each and everyday..

p/s asyik gambar Emir je kan.. sekali sekala gambar mak ayah die pulak lak lah kan :D

Emir @ 4 months.. Sekejap je dah nak setahun kan

Cerita pindah rumah

Bile nak pindah rumah? Currently, it is the fav questions among our family and friends. And the answer always be, "Tak tau, bile dah settle semua, pindahlah". And please expect the same answer even though you have asked the same questions before.

Today im on leave. A lot of things need to be done especially for the defect report. And this morning we started by surveying the price for the lights. Asal nampak kedai lampu je, berhenti and compare the price. Well, enough said, its pretty hard for us as we have to choose between PRICE and CHOICE and to make it worst, Hubby and I have different specs. Susah woo.. and until now we haven't come up with the decision yet. Dua dua nak ikut ape die nak :)..

Anyway, I just got to know, my cousin ada buat NOVEL. Rasie dah pecah.. huhuhu And my dearest cousin, I read it AND GOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD Work!!! Boleh publish tu sayang.. Ikutkan hati nak je paste the URL here :D so let the other readers value your work..

Yeay, rumah kami dah siap!!..





We have collected our keys last two days. Well, a lot of things need to be done pretty soon. And this tell me how our cash will flow. Ade orang nak sponsor ape-ape?? huhuu.. Anyway, we really satisfied with the furnishings even though our view is the car park view. Luckily it has two balconies, at least one is facing the sun. Kalau tak susah laa nak jemur baju. Tak pe lah, bukan senang nak ada rumah sendiri. Berpeluh jugaklah nak ikat perut..

Btw congratulations to Pak Lah & Jeanne, Misai and wife, Awin and Fadzrul, Carstorm and Syazana, Khairi & Wife.

This is how Emir wants something from us.. Tunjuk menunjuk.. The picture above.. he was pointing to a cat outside. Sebelah tu bibik Emir

Emir loves to explore and to us, he is a quick learner. Sekali ajar kejap je tiru. Sometimes we dont have to teach him. It is just coming from his observation towards our daily life. One of it, whereever we wash his hands, he will splash his hands (is it splasah?? not sure how to describe). Alaa, kan our habit, lepas basuh tangan je mesti kite kibas2kan tangan kite. Thats what he did.

Last Saturday, he was holding a pen. Suddenly, he quickly crawling to the other side err which was out of his way. I wonder where he was going, and to our surprise, he was looking for a paper and writes on it!!

Note: at least he knows to search for a paper not WALL.. if not, my mum will scream at us..

On the separate knows, takziah to keluarga Allahyarham Tan Sri Abdul Malek. Alfatihah

Emir's progression

Even though I scolded him just because the phone, well I still let him to play with it. So, he was there sitting between me and hubby. We were busy talking and I realized that he was wiping the phone with his shirt. At the first glance, i thought it was coincident, but then he continously did that and after that he pretend that he was on the phone.

We both laughing. And after a while, then only I recall who he imitates to. It is my MUM who will wipe the phone first before answering the call. Sabar je lah..