Emir @ 7 month

Introducing.... Emir d pianist


Issyyy Emir tengah kusyuk..

Err, Ibu tak kasik break, so Emir makan piano

p/s Terima kasih kepada Allah kerana memilih Ibu sebagai Ibu Emir. Alhamdulillah

Cuti-cuti Shah Alam

3 beranak

Ni la gaye Emir kalau letak dalam stroller. Boikot memangjang
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Emir seronok betul swimming dengan papa die.

Ibu dengan Emir

Kalau nak bagi emir senyap, bagi die berdiri..

Last weekend, we stayed for 3 days two nights at Glenmarie Shah Alam. Actually hubby was having discussion with his colleagues, so since they have one extra room, err honestly i forced hubby to get a room, so this busy body mummy happily packed our bags and rushed to Shah Alam on Friday.

Most of the time, Ibu and son stayed in the room since hubby had a very tight schedule. I love this activity cos Ibu and Emir could spent our time together without di sabotaj by Papa :p tapi bile Emir tido, ibu mati kutu.

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I want this to be written so that one day when I read this entry, I know that hubby really loves me.

It was Friday night, as usual hubby will fetch me but that day was different. Hubby called me earlier asking me to wait for him in the lobby at 5.30pm sharp. The traffic was heavy, we managed to arrive home around 6.40pm and hubby's program started at 8pm. I quickly packed my bag as well as Emir. Luckily i have packed hubby's bag earlier.

And to that, of cos hubby was late. On our way, he was concerned about my dinner and few times asking me whether it is ok if we had our dinner after he finished the session.

I patiently waited in our room. At 11pm, I SMS him for his whereabout. A few minutes later, he came to the room with something in his hand. Yeah, he tapau-ing bubur for me using the aluminium foil. I am touched.

At 12+ hubby SMS me and informed me that he was in Shah Alam but he only came back nearly 2am. He bought 2 nasi putih and tom yam but the tom yam is lacked of lauk. FYI, nasi i mesti kene ade lauk. I merajuk + sedih + geram, even though I understand that hubby was damn tired. Jamah sikit je and I stopped eating. Knowing me, hubby then came to me and suapkan nasi but I told him "tanak".

After a while, I told hubby I was damn hungry (last meal - lunch), and he asked me to order In Room Dining but I refused because you know y - WASTED. Hubby of cos willingly want to buy my food at the mamak stall nearby, but I was reluctant to let him go because from his face, I knew he was tired and sleepy.

That time was nearly 2.30 am, hubby nak jugak keluar and keep saying "kite ade bini kenelah jage". Alas, i dint stop him since I was hungry. he came back around 3+ with maggi goreng in his hand. I felt guilty with my attitude because at first I tot he already had his dinner with his colleague and left me with empty stomache. Yeah, I was wrong, he was late because he couldnt find nasi for me and he bought tom yam because I always ordered tom yam. To that, I love him even more. And abang, sorry yer.. Love you..

Happy Birthday

Selamat hari lahir, moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. walaupun jauh dari mata tapi hati kita tetap dekat.. Moga berjumpa hendaknye..

p/s i really have to make it fast, maklumlaa duduk dekat ngan boss boss ni.. hehe

Kek dari ibu untuk papa



Birthday boy ngan anak kesayangan



Emir lepas kacau kek papa



Hasil kerja tangan Emir



Us..



Gambar Emir kempunan tak dapat makan cake..

Happy Birthday Sayang

Dear Abang

Happy 27th Birhtday. I wont write any mushi mushi things here. It is a secret between us :).. Gift? Mesti lah ade.. Kite dah plan dengan Emir.. Susah betul nak train Emir semalam, ape die.. TUNGGUUU... :) I know you are reading this today, dont forget our date tomorrow kalau tak penat je kite amik cuti. Look forward to celebrate more birthday with you..

Love Love Love
Your wife

Emir @ Work







Yesterday note..

I was sleepy
Emir was active
I switched off the light
Thought that he would felt drowsy
But I was wrong
I was too sleepy
I forgot to arrange the pillows around him
And.. suddenly I heard
Emir was crying helplessly
Lying on the floor
Yes, Emir fell down from the bed..
My mistake..

Apakah maknenyer ??

Orang tua tua kate bile baby dah pandai hisap jari kaki, maksudnyer.. :D.. Anyway, Emir is not feeling well today, i have to take EL becos the paed said that he needs immediate attention from his mum. I rushed home and alhamdulillah he is doing fine except that I have to ensure he gets at least 700ml today. Emir kene Diarrhoea (betul ke spelling?)

Sakit sakit

As a young couple, to fork out Rm5k+ for maid is absolutely BIG money.. And there goes my bonus :(.. So, she better be GOOOODD!!Takpe, semua demi Emir ku sayang..

p/s Sorry ye Emir, gambar Lana cute sangat.. :D

Because of these 2 boys

Sometimes I would rather keep myself busy because it will remove all sorts of questions in my HUGE brain. Yeah, enough said having Emir is the best thing that makes the 24 hours is fully booked but on top of that the WH questions seems couldn't be avoided at all.

Sorry to tell you, it is still the same old story that I keep telling you on and on. Being a tax people is an honour for me as an IT graduate but after a while I do asked myself whether is this the satisfaction that Im searching for?

Some may say I have lost my direction and it is still not to late to set up a new objective in my working career. Last week, I had a great chit chat with one of the famous partner in EY - one of the Gung Ho woman in the corporate world. She called me to hear the exact reasons why I decided not to sit for the professional exam.

Of course, the only reason that I could shared with her is the fear surrounds me and the risky future that I will jump into. To her, seven years of sacrifices is worth for the rest of another 25 years in my career life - which is true. But, that seven years can create more meaningful in my family life.

I picture myself working seven years in the auditing firm, facing the compliance which totally a NO NO for other family occasions, Havent has a chance for a weekend, do you know the ACCA class usually during the weekend from 8/9 am to 5-7pm, of course the firm provides the study leave but you are busy attending the classes and catch up for the study. I am just afraid I am not able to see Emir's first step, Emir's first word or even worst - not letting myself for the second pregnancy.

And after seven years of course the sky is my limit, but for this simple reason can I volunteer myself to dedicate part of me for work? Can my dearest hubby cope up with it? Can Emir understand that his Ibu is busy? Do I have a time to cook for my family? Do I have a time to look after my siblings?

For now, I just stick to my first rule. No to ACCA no matter how hard people pushing me unless Im working with non-auditing firm. Hey, earning capacity is not the talk of the game, Im just counting for satisfaction. Period.