Are You happy?

Yes i am. Ok this topic is nothing about my new life. As you all know, happiness is the key factor to define "kebahagiaan" but not all people are lucky to achieve for it. Some may have a beautiful highway where they can just drive through without any disturbance but some of us have so many pit stops.

As for me when people keep asking whether i really put my heart in the conversion program, the answer will be yes. I feel so honorable to be selected to join this program although i may have some doubts whether i can pass it or not. *sigh*. I am not regret at all to lose my position as a lecturer and lose some pocket money to join this program. Knowledge is important and i wont let this opportunity to fly away in front of my eyes.

People keep asking, how you will save your money since my wedding day is around the corner. Orait, as Dearie always remind me, majlis is not everything. The decision on why i want to get married in the early age (like someone say) is because the time has come and that is nothing to do with my career or what so ever. Its better for you to get married than hanging around with your boyfried, berkepit sane sini. Its better for you to get married when you think he is the right man for you. I always believe, rezeki akan jadi lebih murah jika kite mebuat keputusan yang positif.

Ok, just now i said nothing to do with marriage, heheh.. Sorry for that.. Ok another interesting question a person may ask on why i join this program as the second batch, not the first batch. Simple answer, at least i have other topful experince becoming part of education industry. And again, im not regret with this decision. What is your feedback when people asking you "Kalau join first batch, mira dah boleh keje dah". Heloo, im the planner for my own life, i know what i am doing.

In conclusion, join la conversion program bagi sape2 sponsor Petronas, tak kisah la awak tu dah lambat ke tidak. Trust me, it is interesting to play with figures. :p

Ade 5 bahagian

Bahagian Satu

Tamat sudah satu stage yang menyebabkan mira hilang di dunia siber selama seminggu. Satu minggu menghadap nombor-nombor, mencube menjadi seorang pelajar jurusan undang-undang (dod, i have to study LAW again) dan juge cube menjadi seorang business-minded. Walaubagaimanapun, tak seperti yang mira harapkan, mira macam takut nak tengok result, entah macam manelah nak pergi interview with this result. I did very very bad although i seriously put so much effort for this interim test. Tapi, bende yang lepas tak boleh dibuat semula, time never say goodbye, it comes and go. Mira pun macam tak percaye dah hampir 2 bulan dah mira ikut conversion program ni. Harap-harap rezeki mira masih cerah.

Bahagian Dua


Mira selalu ingatkan diri mira, kalau hendak buat ape-ape jangan harapkan balasan, walaupun kadang-kadang kite nak jugak balasan tu :p. Tapi, kalau mira, cukup lah sekadar orang ingat kite setelah kite tolong die. Sedih jugak rasanya bile kite tolong orang, orang lupe kite, lupe dengan kebaikan kite. Mungkin ade alasan tersendiri, tapi entahlah, i cant accept it. Tak rasional langsung. Bukan mengungkit, tapi sekadar meningatkan bukan sahaja untuk semua, tapi untuk diri mira sendiri. Jaga hati dan perasaan orang lain. Jangan kite nak menang sorang-sorang, jangan kite nak kaye sorang-sorang, jangan kite nak score sorang-sorang. Itulah, peribahasa ade kate, orang berbudi, kite berbahasa, orang memberi kite merase. Ade sikit perasaan tercalar. But its over..

Bahagian 3

Walaupun dah lepas 2 hari.. Happy birthday to Cicak n Ujie. Semoga bahagie dalam hidup. Ujie akan start keje 1st April ni, i guess it will be ur best birthday gift to these date. Right ujie. Ok, ujie its my housemate in UTP and to me, we have a lot in common. Hehe, geng shopping, geng gosip, geng ngutuk, geng bangun lambat, geng tido lambat, geng duduk depan komputer tak sudah-sudah. Up until now, i couldnt figure out, how i can spent the rest of the day JUST in Jaya Jusco Ipoh. Dari mule JJ tu bukak sampai kedai tu dah tutup. Sungguh aku tak paham ujie macam mane kite boleh menapak kat situ. Mase dekat utp dulu, kalau keluar outing especially shopping, automatic i would click with Ujie. Orang kate, kalau nampak kiterang due shopping, macam tak ingat dunia.. Haha.. Ok, ujie, kalau ko nak mintak tolong aku carikan rumah sewa untuk ko, im willing to help.

Bahagian 3

Dah tengok Miss Congeniality 2? BEST.. i watched it yesterday with my lovely fiance.

Bahagian 4

And my lovely fiance, bought this camera which gave me a BIG heart attack. Sabar je laa.. Canon EOS 300D. 6.3 mega pixels. Tu je la yang mira reti nak explain, lain explanation tu, bile Dearie cerite, mira angguk je.. hehe but overall this camera is really amazing but its quite bulky. Dan, kesimpulannye, lagi banyak laa gambar cik Mira..

Bahagian 5

Tahniah diucapkan kepada Iryani Bt Lob, cousin mira yang paling rapat dengan mira, sebab berjaya melepasi tahap getir conversion program dan terus akan memulakan kerjaya nye yang pertama di KPMG pada 1 April ni. Good Luck dear, pray for me too :)

Orang Kite

Cerita 1

Mane pergi harge sebuah nyawa? Setiap kali bace paper, memang tak pernah miss adenyer berite pasal kematian, terutama kes kene bunuh. Ape rakyat malaysia sekarang ni tak bertamadun ke? belajar untuk pas exam? dah tak ingat hukum agame semua? aorang sekarang ni, asal dapat puaskan hati, nyawa orang melayang.

Tengok la kes dekat ipoh, pemilik stesen minyak, meninggal dunia dipukul hanya kerana pertengkaran kecil dengan mat rempit. Dekat kelantan pulak, seorang ibu berada dalam keadaak kritikal setelah ditetak oleh perompak hanya kerana seutas rantai. Dan baru-baru, seorang setiausaha yang baru selesai membeli barang, ditembak mati oleh seorang pencuri. MasyaAllah, dunia-dunia.

Pernah kah mereke ni fikir, ape akan jadi pada keluarga ini? si anak kehilangan bapa, si bapa kehilangan anak dan lain-lagi lagi. Tak takutkah mereke kepada hukuman Allah, jika tidak di dunia, di akhirat sane? Tidak kah mereke terfikir, hidup mereke tidak akan tenteram? Tidak cukup kah rezeki yang diberikan oleh Allah sehingga kite sanggup menggadaikan nyawa orang lain? Cukuplah ape yang terjadi, tak sanggup rasanya menatap cerite sebegini.

Cerita 2

Orang lain pun ade handphone jugak. Rasenye semua orang kat malaysia ni pun ade handphone. Orang indonesia pun ade handphone. Yang tak de handphone pun, bukannye derang tak mampu tapi tak mahu diganggu. Takpelah, itu masing-masing punyer cerite. Tapi yang nak cerite ni, tentang sikap orang kite. Nak tunjuk-tunjuk mereke ade handphone kat semua orang. Nak tunjuk-tunjuk betapa tak professional nyer derang.

Sorryla mira memang sakit hati sikit, kalau tengok orang yang tak reti nak tutup handphone kat tempat-tempat rasmi. Kalau sekali dua tu tak pelah, mungkin terlupe ke ape, tapi ni, hanye muke yang same je tak reti nak tutup handphone. Alasan mereke, kalau vibrate, nanti tak dengar handphone bunyi. Oii TOLONGLAH!! aku, kau, die dan mereka ade hanphone, boleh pulak dengar bunyi vibrate. Tak de masalah pun, handphone lame lagi. Yang korang punyer tu dua kali mahal harge dari kiterang, takkan vibrate tak leh function lak.

Inilah orang kite, mira akan kate selfish. teramat la selfish. Orang lain dalam kelas nak concentrate, tetibe dengar muzik yang menyakitkan. Orang tengah sibuk meeting, die pulak saje bisingkan telefon.. Common la.. Dah besar, fikirlah orang lain.

Anyone??

Ade sape2 tak yang ade kawan yang buat kad kahwin? lepas tu yang boleh bagi DISKAUN.. :p tadi pergi jugak cari sane sini, tapi tak berkenan lak.. Tak de la nak high class, tapi kertas die macam kertas A4..oo tidak, lepas tu yang lain tu tak lawa.. and too common + expensive.. So sesiape yang ade suggestion do tell me ok :)

Just check my PTD exam result.. Tak tau ape jadik pulak lepas ni. :) Tadi mase kat kelas tadi pun, derang tanye, kalau dah kawin lepas ni, boleh ke mira manage dengan belajar + kerje + responsibility.. And i just keep my mouth shut.. Its still beyond my thinking, but i have seen my mum did an excellent job. Semua die sapu but still she enjoy her life...

Ok, nak study pulak, next week exam. Again, siape yang tahu pasal kad tu cakap kat mira erk.. thanks..

Sile bace..

Ape yang best bile buat blog sendiri??

1. Tulis ape kite nak
2. Bile kite tulis ade orang bace
3. Bile kite tulis, orang paham, so kalau ape2 kite nak cite yang susah nak bagi tahu die, kire dah bagi tau laa.. In conclusion, die paham2 sendiri
4. Bile tengok kengkawan lame ngan baru singgah kat sini.. Kire macam, ingat jugak derang kat kite.. Thanks!!
5. Ni paling jimat sekali.. hahaha, nanti kawin pos kad dekat sini je, tak yah anta kad :p

Sebenarnye excited tulis ni sebab hepi lak bile kawan2 yang dah lost contact, tetibe message tak kisah la kat mane2 friendster ke ape ke.. Sebab mira jenis yang betul2 value friendship, so bile orang pun ingat kite jugak.. tu yang best!!

Anyway, happy 23rd Birthday to Nik Munirah Nik Mohd Nasir. Roomate mase dekat jasin dulu.. Nik, semoga dirahmati rezeki dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat. Aminn..

Setelah berumur 23

Alhamdulillah, segala puji pujian bagi Allah, mira dipanjangkan umur olehNya. 14 March 2005, genaplah usia mira meningkat ke 23 tahun. Rasa apa? Bahagia.. :)

Terharu, kerana walaupun usia sudah meningkat, tetapi ucapan selamat hari lahir tak putus-putus diterima sejak dua hari lepas. Baik dari keluarga, tersayang dan rakan-rakan dari sekolah rendah sampai ke PAAC. Terima kasih yang tak terhingga kepada semua yang meng SMS, di shoutbox, email, menelefon, mengirimkan kad ucapan dan tidak lupa juga kepada yang mengirimkan hadiah.

Ramai yang mengirimkan sms dengan ucapan "enjoy yang last birthday as a single".. hmm, yerp true true, tapi mira tak de lah berenjoy sangat.. paling utama, dengan 23 makin terasa kematangan diri, makin terasa nilai hidup dan ape mira boleh katakan, 23 adalah tahun yang paling paling mencabar kerana banyak bende yang akan berlaku yang memerlukan mira kene banyak belajar perkara baru..

Sambutan? :) Hmm sebenarnya kek dah beli sehari awal sebelumnya memandangkan baba akan balik ke segamat pada hari ni. Inilah pertama kali, family mira dan Dearie sama-sama ada meraikan kek mira. The yummy blueberry cheesecake.. Thanks to Dearie. Paling best, tepat pukul 12 malam, i received a kiss from my sisters.. hehe n mase tu lah bertalu-talu orang mengSMS..

Hadiah? Mmm.. Dearie, of course im waiting something special from him.. Dearie belikan sepasang kasut merah yang amat cantik yang buat Mimi -adik mira- jeles.. hehe. Tapi, paling bermakna bila Dearie menghulurkan hadiah yang berbentuk empat segi tepat. Dan apabila dibuka, sebuah album yang PENUH dengan gambar Mira dari pertama kali jumpa sehingga lah hari terakhir sebelum kami berjumpa semalam. I REALLY LOVES IT. Tahu kan, Dearie mira ni suka sangat ambil gambar mira sehingga mira pun dah terbiase, walaupun kadang kadang muke mira masam jugak sebab penat nak tengok kamera :p

Ok.. Doakan mira supaya dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, umur diberkati dan sentiasa berada dalam perlindunganNya.. Amin...

p/s... Love you much Abang :) n terima kasih..

No more Tag-board

Am tired of using tag board, so i switch to shoutbox, easier and better i guess. SPM result was announced last two days and to our surprised lots of students able to strike for more A's. Phew, I wonder whether they set a lower standard or our youths today getting simply crazier. In the class, this topic becomes an interesting issue, hehe at last we conclude "hai, pandai pun salah tak pandai pun salah". Anyway, congrats to all SPM students who scored with flying colors.

Hmm, it has been almost two days I eat porridge. Ruined my diet plan, as im trying to avoid rice and it works for 3 weeks. But unluckily, my dear gigi bongsu nak keluar, and it is too painful even im having a hard time to speak. Went to dentist after the class just now, but dear unluckily me, the clinic is closed. Aiyak and even worse, i ter-stepped on chewing gum. Irresponsibility citizen!! Ok, its not a big deal but for me, SAKIT HATI.

Ok, now my diet plan is over. Dah malas dah. Bile timbang, naik 1kg. Weird!! yerp, because i really really control my meals. No oily food, no rice and i always make sure i get a balance food. Hmm, so i guess, baik takyah diet!!

Congratulation Yamin n Rizal

Wah wah wah, my exprimary school mate friend, yamin, is now a new mother of a cute baby boy Danish. Dont ask where i got this news, should thanks to technology that makes our life easier happier and merrier.

The world is too small, especially when we are talking about Malaysia. Last two - three years i applied for a position at Xfresh. Coincidently, my resume has been read by yamin's hubby. Dont know what the true story was, but it finally came to yamin's knowledge and thats the only time i managed to chitchatted with her after quite a few years. Still remember, Rizal reminded me to call him after i graduate, but when the time comes, hehe, i ter-forgot. :p

Yamin, if you read this (i dont think so :)) Congratulations.. Tougher responsibilities awaits you, but im definitely sure it will be pretty exciting and very valuable experience that you cant buy!! Theres nothing more you need rather than to see you child grows in front of you.. Haha, sounds like mira dah tak sabar.. hahaha!!

Ok, this pic is courtesy from gBum's blog.. Thanks gBum..

Anyway, one interesting story happened during the lesson - motivation factor. Dunno how she relates, but then my lecturer adviced me about marriage life in front of the whole class. Interesting? dunno, no feeling since i was busy calculating my management accounting. hehe quite rude eh, lecturer really talking to me but i was busy doing my work. :p

Me? Matchmaker?

A busy day being a student + preparing for the DAY, its definitely not a reason to forget about my other part of life. Yeah, i still hang out with my colleagues, watching movies and even playing with my nine year old sister!! And i hope, it still continues although my titlle will be changed, hehe..

Ok, currently im trying to be a matchmaker between a friend of mine and Dearie's friend. It is not i am trying to test my skills but i can see this two buddies have a lot in commons. They met once a few days back and in the middle of nowhere suddenly this "wild" idea crossing my mind. :p And i was surprised to get the positive feedback from my friend about my planning to matchmake her with this guy.

For your info, i NEVER match make my friend before and this is the first time i will try my best to implement this idea. Of course i will ask my Dearie to help me but as you know, guys dont really like to be the middle person unless he gets the benefit from it. Right?? But, i will use my power to persuade Dearie :)

My first plan, im still working on it, may be a bit slow for the first move since i want it to be naturally. But i just plan.. Dunno what wil happen tomorrow... Ok before i end, congratulations to Amalina who scored 17A1 in SPM - GILOS!! What do you eat Amalina??

Welcome to Islam

While driving my car on my way back home, i received a message from Ujie saying that her brother had already engaged with his girlfriend. Ok, that is not the main interest here, what excited me is, alhamdulillah her future sis-in-law is now a Muslim. Those who know Kak Bell, her Islam's name is Nur Nabila Bt Abdullah.

I get to know Kak Bell of course through Ujie and we met on several occasions and she did came to my engagement day with Ujie. She is very determined to understand Islam and Allah has chosen Ujie's family to teach and guide her to the right path. Ok, not only Ujie's family, but all of us should help these mualaf because they have a lot of things to learn. It is misrable to see a few of them lost in the middle of their direction because of US. Firstly, we dont show them the beautiful of islam and secondly we depand on ustaz, ustazah or jabatan agama to give the knowledge. We have to change this perception. Really!!

Ok, enough say.. Hope to see Kak Nabila soon!!

Sincerity

Making things up is harder than it seems. We plan, but it usually ends up beyond our expectation. Different people have different oppurtunities, different dreams and different definition in understanding the true meaning of life.

One step closer to the new world -> you know what i mean - I have to think a lot to deal with the reality. In making a decision, i can see its definitely tougher than before since i have to put other factors into consideration. I have to control my own destiny. It is very important to me to realize that I control my life with my mind not let the emotional control my decision. At first, i really hope i can do what i am thinking and only become what i think i want to be, but in this stage, i realize that sacrification is more meaningful in coloring my life.

Honestly, it may be difficult for me to go through this process but i am sure that Allah always has a better plan for me and i really sincere to make this decision. No "forcing" issue related - thats for sure. Dearie, if you read this.. dont worry, go ahead with your decision, grab the opportunities in front of you, cause it will never comes twice. Furthurmore, i certainly sure i will get benefit from it. :p (Picanto lawa kan :p)