The path in achieving my ambition..

I was attracted to this phrase stating that ambition is healthy, wealthy and wise. And it proves the statement is approved. Ambition is the winner and loser of every game, it is our sixth senses that set the alarm at 6 am in the morning, 9 am being in the office and 5 pm rushing to go home.

I started my childhood year out talking about wanting to be a doctor and at one time, to be a petrol attendant because I love the smell of petrol. Yerp, I know it is bad for health. :). My early ambition was more influenced by the surrounding. But when I grew older and older, I was more determined to be a doctor, and after reaching high school era, it becomes more specialized. Orthodontic was my preference especially last time when I had to wear braces and I had the opportunity to see more interesting tools. It was because I always gave trouble to the doctor (besi patah, gusi bengkak, getah tercabut, etc)

My parents especially Baba have wanted me to get into doctor world because they say it would be worth enough to see their own children to give the treatment. But, we only plan, but Allah has better plan for us. Honestly, I was quite disappointed to see my Biology result during SPM, I got a C4 and it was good enough to say goodbye to the career as a doctor. Even before the result, I know I was not doing well especially through my performance in Jasin.

I have been a hard time to observe the best course before entering to any universities. One day, while we were busy preparing for our SPM, Baba had shown the UTP application and I was interested to apply. Then, after I went through several interviews, I was selected to be part of UTP students doing IT course although I was the second intake. And Alhamdulillah, I was chosen as one of Petronas scholar. Even though, at first I was not interested in IT, but later on, I do fall in love with it. Again, my ambition has changed. System Analyst going to the top on my list (I know Dearie will laugh at me)

But after I had graduated, only I noticed that System Analyst is concentrating to the experience people but I do not know how and why, education line is starting to switch my direction. I only applied for lecturer position. And here I am, being a lecturer at 22 years old and thanks to this college for giving me the platform for me to move on. Although, sometimes I am having a tough time here, but I believe in no pain no gain. But the truth is that I do not think I will never be truly satisfied in my life. And that is how it should be, for I always want to be on the lookout for something better.