Money

Most people can't get their head around the idea of money; maybe money is a symbol of that life force, of its appreciation. Some goes wild with the idea of having more money. As we know, money shows our power which can influence perhaps our community and lifestyles.

But whatever the ideas are, I need money. Sound vulnerable right? Maybe a "long" holiday helping my mum at home without earns anything, plus money is very crucial in this period of time. Sometimes, I felt embarrassed because I have to borrow some money from my parents in order for me to fulfill my buying habit. Oh, I am not a person who loves to spend, but I do admit, if I want to purchase something, I don't mind to spend, as long as I satisfied with it. That what makes my Dearie head usually spinning when i started to be choosy. :p

Someone might asked, where is my saving? Truthfully, it is hard for me to answer that question but I know where the money is, therefore I won't regret at all of not saving some money during my "official unemployed".

Because of lacking of money, now the sense to start working is getting stronger, but still I have to wait our makcik from Indon. If not, who's going to look after my adik-adik and great-grandma? Hehe, I know how importance I am in this family..