Suratan Atau Kebetulan

Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah satu suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau sekadar satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Serta kejujuran semakin berkurangan
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
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Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

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Bagi diri ku amat bererti
Tapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
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Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah satu suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau sekadar satu kebetulan

-- KENNY, REMY AND MARTIN

kenal lagu nie? nie lagu tema cite "Rindu Semakin Jauh" abes mlm nie... Suratan Atau Kebetulan .. menarik lirik die kan... thats life.. yg tak disangka.. itu laa yg datang.. best citer nie.. among the best malay telenovela... rosyam nor plak tue yg buat.. mmg class

my previous few years especially within the last 2 years are very eventful (the best word i can think of.. ) .. a lot of thing happen.. things that change the direction of my current and future life... i met mira.. i graduate.. practical & work with PPK.. sambung master uitm.. buat haji ngan ayah.. buat thesis master... interview lecturer uitm.. then immediately start work as lecturer at kolej legenda.. (i yet to apply any other institution.. i just submit my resume to them when i accompanied mira to career fair..now i'm here) not to mention some other think like Vhost Solutions.. how eventful.. kekadang terasa betapa my life is full of kebetulan yg mengatur hidup nie... point by point

at some point i do admit that sometimes i face huge burden.. alhamdulillah i manage to cope with most of it... in my first blog post.. i still remember that i post the tafsir of albaqarah.. ayat terakhir surah albaqarah..the initial meaning.. "Dan tidak Aku bebankan ke atas kamu melainkan kamu mampu memikulnya.." sayang blog initial tue dah ilang.. ade post dari mekah tue... taper laa tade rezeki.. yerp.. from time to time i always faced huge burden/obstacle.. i admit and agree that one of the main reason of the big obstacle/burden is because of my high ambition and target.. some are achieved.. some are not.. i will still try to achieve the things that i have not have the chance to fulfill it before.. especially for the Vhost part.. now is the best time i believe..

currently.. my life at Kolej Legenda is ok.. being a lecturer is more relaxing from an engineer... i simply enjoy teaching ... my english speaking is improving (i'm teaching in english for IT subject.. later i'll teach back in Malay for UTM program).. i teach two subject currently.. computer platform and computing solutions.. computer platform is like introduction to computer technology .. quite an easy subject.. while computing solutions is more like MIS... a bit challenging.. but also enjoy to teach.. i need to develop content for computing solutions as they only provide me with weekly planning... the most enjoying part is when we create/choose assignment question for the student.. hehhe.. senang jerk jd pensyarah.. bagi keje.. student kene buat.. one interesting fact is 12 out of 14 student in my CP class is chinese from China.. the english level of student from china are not very good... but luckily they are final year and their english is quite OK laa... next week is holiday.. i need to prepare the assessment question/assignment for both subject...

i also been a mentor for around 20 students.. mentor is like counselor.. the main reason for this program is to be the guider and to help student in any problem that they may faced... retaining the student in the college is the priority.. currently have good relation with them.. some of them even ask me to help to send them to seremban bus station as they want to go home for the one week holiday.. (boleh kan yang.. heheh)... .. the additional work is quite burdensome but the good relationship with the student ease the burden...

the worst part of being mentor is when any of your student move out of the college.. then the management will point the finger to the mentor as like the mentor doesnt do his/her job... this really demotivate us .. we do additional job without any additional pay then suddenly being flame for things that is not in our hand..

now pepetang main tenis and jogging.. tengah belaja main.. ok laaa.. hehhe.. belajar ngan pak pak sumenye... kat sinie jugak ramai lecturer dari negara lain mcm indonesia,pakistan & india.. thats why my english is improving.. hehe

hmm.. quite a long post today...ok laa lepas rehat panjang.. asyik mira jerk post.. cian die.. heheh..

itulah.. this is life... manusia hanya merancang.. Allah jua yg menentukan dan mengetahui segalaNya...

ps:for the mean time.. the song above will be my fav song..:)