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Salam Ramadhan"Setahun berlalu, Ramadhan menjelma, bulan penuh keberkatan. Selamilah Ramadhan kerna mungkin kita tidak sempat untuk menyambut kedatangannya lagi."
Few bloggers kept asking me why i left my blog behind. To tell u the truth, i always have a passion in writing, yes i do, even though my writing sometimes considered as "syok sendiri", but lately, as you all aware, im back to work, and my time is very limited to spend on unneccesary things. To me, its better i save my time for my health and my family. :D
Emir has just recovered. Syukran to Allah, finally the phlegm run away. It is not easy to see your own baby suffered from this easily spread diseases. Ok, forget about it, Emir is back but his tantrum getting "wild". :D Letih den.. But what to say, anak sendiri, layan je laa.
Ok, tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan. Last year, I had a chanced to prepare sahur and berbuka for my hubby since we were staying away from our parents but this year, with Emir around, of course I need extra hand. Luckily i stayed with my parents .. :D..
Salam puasa dari Emran, Mira & Emir
Missing my maternity leaveIt has been a full hectic week. No, I am no more talking about my workloads but I am here to highlight that now I am holding three positions that require effort, patient, and determination - the wife to Emran, the mother to Emir and the employee to EY, not to forget the daughter of my parents and the BIG sister to my siblings. All and all, I must say, it is tiring but hey, for Emir, it worth it.
I must admit, my concentration is more on Emir, and I realized I have left my dearie hubby behind my list. Feeling guilty is becoming my fear. I know he understands that I want to serve the best for Emir but I do question myself - how long can he tolerate?
One week after i get back to work, two days i was on Emergency Leaves. Yes, Emir needs me. It started a day before his Aqiqah and the story continues until now. Emir is not feeling well. It is painful for me to watch him with a bad sore throat, running nose, fever and phlegm. I wish i could switch to his place, but of course, it is impossible. One simple test from Him, has turned me into a complete panic. Yes, we have consult his paediatrician and from the Doc's advice, we have to bring him for physiotherapy treatment to loosen his phlegm. For a week, Emir is under observation. Alhamdulillah, Emir is getting better now.
During the day, I have to pass my responsibility to my mum's maid. That is the best thing i could do for now. Everyday before i go to work, I softly whisper to his ear just to let him know that I am away to earn extra money for his better living. Even though he is not in his best condition, Emir will always cheer me up, he will smile wherever I play his favorite toy and he enjoys when I do a stupid joke.
But one thing never change, Emir will keep me awake during the night. Today, I am thankful if i manage to have at least 3 hours of sleeping without listening to his "alarm". Yes, it is cycle of life. To be specific - a woman's life. So, kurang ajar la kepada sesiapa yang tidak menghargai jasa ibu anda.
Btw, Emir's Aqiqah was held on 9 September 2006, It was a simple ceremony but MERIAH.. Do enjoy the pics..
p/s Sekarang ibu Emir pulak sakit

Kambing biri-biri - Aqiqah untuk Emir, papa Emir pilih paling gemuk sekali dalam kandang tu..

VIP that day - tengah bersiap

My lovely boys, Papa Emir pun tanak kalah jugak, hensem kan? :p

Ibu Emir, tengok muke Emir, mase ni die dah start tak bermaya

Marhaban dari Kg Kemensah

Kurma untuk tetamu

Papa Emir potong rambut Emir

Tok Emir

Nenek Emir

Nani Emir

Cousin ku - Ani yang akan berangkat ke Heriot Watt (spelling?) in few weeks time



Emir berbaju Melayu
And he learns how to kick a ballTo us, he shows his monthly/weekly progress
Emir @ Second MonthPicture taken today 29 August 2006

Tengok die main-main, Emir suke main dengan air liur die

Alamak ibu, papa ni die bace paper lagi, tanak layan EmirRaising Emir shows that how time flies. He is now has learned to adapt to his new life. Slowly he has to learn that his mother will be away for at least 12 hours a day. Above all, we have witnessed his social smiles that rocks our worlds, respond to noises especially in listening his favorite music, be aware of us and when picked up, he is getting firmer, heavier and bigger body each and every day. Oh, now he is 4.8kg.
But whatever it is, I wish he will stay longer during the day and let his ibu to sleep soundly during the night... :D
Congratulations HotMama
Dotty, when you are positive, the sunshine is shining brightly. CONGRATULATIONS!!! You are now a MOM to your cute baby boy (even though i havent see the pic, but im sure he is adorable) hehe.. Enjoy your motherhood because it is the best momment in ur life
p/s ani pinjam u punye gambar :d
Post natal check upYesterday, we went for the post natal check up with my gynea. At first, I was pretty like avoiding the date, and I was prepared not to remind hubby anything about it (I bet he dint remember at all), but thinking about Emir who needs a healthy and super Mom, so I allowed myself to inform hubby this appointment and of cos he would ensure that we meet our gynea.
There are two reasons being why we have to go to Damai Hospital. First and foremost, I have to check if i have any signs of cancer - which mean Pap Smear and secondly consultation for our family planning.
Oh my, I must admit that I am really phobia to let any gadget be inside my body and to see that equipment, memang takut yang amat. I questioned a lot even though the doctor explained that it will be a quick process and it is not "that" painful. After a few attempts, the doctor failed to persuade me, even whenever the doctor touched me, I would "screamed". Alas, the doctor asked me to see her when i am ready. (But i think, it will be the same). Hubby not helping at all - haha, he just said "Buat je laa ape nak takut". Kirim salam laa bang, bukan abang kene..
Family plannig - the most interesting part, tapi biarlaa rahsia kan :d .. daa but i dont mind to share with other mama :D