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Yes, I am DAMNNNNN busy, when I said I am bz, no jokes ok. No TV, no papers, no mags, and no Emir as well. :( Lately I reached home around 12 am. And some of my colleagues stay overnight in the office. But of cos I cant since I am still breastfeeding my baby. Oh boy, I do miss Emir so much...

At this time..
Yes, I am stressed
I am pissed

but anyway I am blessed cos I know the meaning of HARDWORK and FAMILY. And I dont know how I could survived last year.. Mase tu I 7 bulan pregnant ok...

By the way, a gentle reminder, dont forget to submit your FORM BE.. :D

I miss Emir

Oh boy, i never learnt from the past. Haha, last year was tiring perhaps I was heavily pregnant. But this year, I am extremely tired with this peak period. Less sleep and less rest.

But like Halogamora said, when you see your son's smile, all the pressure and stress GONE!! Emir is getting naughtier. He has more things to show to his parents. Now, he knows what he wants and when I ignore it, habis.. hehe.

How I missed spending our own quality time together. Usually, every weekend we would went out to anywhere (shopping, playground, etC) but at this point of time, to see my baby is awake and playful is beyond my prediction. Sedih oo. Mane tak nye, Ibu keluar bile Emir tido, Ibu balik bile Emir dah tido.

I could stand when client scolded me but I couldnt stand when I am quite "farrrrrrrrrrrrr" away from Emir.

Please let me see MAY..

p/s Yes, I have a very supportive husband. Everyday he will wait for me up until 10pm and he will cheer me up without making any fuss about it.

My oh My

I am sooooooooo depressed and stressed, too much work to do and too little time left. It sucks to reach 30 April. Who says Tax in not BZ, bz maa except that our peak period is from Dec to April unlike Audit people.

And yesterday, I saw HIS picture on the Headline and I am quite proud that HE is my client and HE already signed the documents that I have prepared. Not that I have no experienced preparing the tax returns for other VIPs but I admired the way HE leads his organization and HIS low profile lifestyles.

And today, I have been assigned a few assigness and one of them has read my long long explanation about my dissatisfaction over THAT decision. And what a small world!!

But the not-so exciting part being in Tax is when people ask you how much this person this person Taxes.. err and being a loyal staff huhuhuh you can expect what my answer is - Adalah.. :p

And sangat kesian dekat Emir. Keluar awal balik malam :( I want him beside me. Kenapala office ni tak de buat day care centre, at least he is close to me. Ni, Emir duduk dengan bibik die jer.. :(.

p/s Awin (MRSM Jasin) and Fadzrul Abbas (ex-SK Ampang) nak kawin this 2nd of June.. Small world jugak ni.. :D Congrats!!

My week

When you have a family, you could not expect or even plan your day. A nice day sometimes could turn up to be your busiest day. And as a Ibu, you have to bear there is very crucial to find some space for your own sweet time.

Well, my unexpected week started when my little Emir scratching here and there in the middle of the night and it brought me to a very sleepless night on very early Tuesday. At first, I thought the mosquitoes bite him, but when I switch on the light, I saw my baby face was "covered" with red spotted dot. And again to my knowledge, I assume it was only typical skin rash.

The next day, we went to see the paed. Surprisingly, the paed said, Emir was "attacked" by the Measles and I wonder where he gets it. You see, as far as I remember, the last day I took him out for outing was during Noris's weds. Yes, ladies and gents, kesian Emir, I am so busy and Emir is left at home :(. No wonder, he had a hacking cough, slightly running nose and fever!!

That day, I took a day off and both of us enjoy sleeping during the day.. haha!! But the next day was a nightmare, for just one day away from the office, my workstation is so messed with papers and datelines!! and what a day..

And speaking of the days in my office, I felt very very lonely this week. Not that I dont have my colleagues to cheer me up, but I just need someone to share what I feel, how I feel and support at least for a second for why I feel that way. Oh boy, how I missed Nadia, Ina and Vivian.

Any my week ends with a question how much do you understand and support your other half's work? It is very subjective kan.. :)

p/s ade gambar Emir kene campak tapi cable phone dah rosak!! uwaaaa.. I need my own camera..